Soul Fire (GUARDIAN BL)

Chapter 10. "Longing.. Desires"

The world around Shen stops and for what seems like an eternity, it's just him and Zhao. Zhao was looking at him as he took his time to study him as they looked at each other...

Suddenly Zhao leans his head towards Shen and for a second Shen think Zhao was going to kiss him.

Hazel eyes. Chocolate colored hair- almost falling into his eyes. Light pink lips- lips that were the good size for kissing. Definitely abs under that shirt. And a sexy, but sweet smile. He was nervous his lips were quivering.

"Chief.. Zhao what ..are you doing?" Shen Wei asked super nervous about being this close to him. His breathing was getting heavier like a person with ashtma and having trouble breathing.

Zhao stares into Shen hazel brown eyes plain serious, not even a smile with something Shen had never seen before. Lust. No ones ever looked at him like that before. Not with such compassion or desire. And to be honest, it scared the living hell out of Shen. He shouldn't feel this way. But it also made shivers run up and down his spine. It made his stomach erupt with butterflies. It made his heart beat a thousand miles faster. It made him feel like he could fly like a bird freely.

And just for a second Shen Wei strong desire to kiss Zhao commanding his messy frozen heart and brain but he was trying his best to conceal it as he clenched his fists tightly.

"I will have you no matter what." Zhao said seriousness dent on his tone. The words seems to melt Shen's heart. He was confused than ever.

Zhao just keep glaring at Shen Wei's eyes straight to his soul. Shen is unbearably shaking as he raise his unballed fist slowly in front of him preventing Zhao to come more close than he already was. Those words repeatedly played in his mind.

His rough, strong, gentle hands pushed him firmly against the closed door. Zhao placed his hands on either sides of Shen's head, he was cornered with nowhere to go.

Zhao pressed his big muscular body up against Shen's tiny muscular one. His hot minty breath fanned his face and hid breath hitched. Zhao leaned forward but stopped when their nose brushed. The urge to kiss Zhao was too big but Shen have to constrain himself. He doesn't know but he had too.

He is a Professor for crying out loud is what Shen's thought. A Professor getting involved with a mysterious handsome investigator, investigating bizarre occurrences beyond the comprehension of the living most importantly of that is he is the unruly leader taking the lead.

But why does his heart screams out. Yearning for this person in front of him. His heart is like those prisoners in jails trying to break free and creating a hole to get out and it's creating an unbearable pain inside. In the blackness that engulfed the night, electric heat lit flowing streams that fell into the sea, disappearing in a cloud of steam with a sizzling splash.

His heart was yearning for this man.

Pain is a pesky part of him being human, Shen learned, it feels like a stab wound to his heart, something he wish he could all do without, in his lives here. A sudden hurt he can't escaped. But then he also have learned that because of pain, he can feel the beauty, tenderness, and freedom of healing but then healing feels like the wind against his face when he's spreading his wings and flying through the air.

And the memory of the previous occurrences came back. Zhao even help him first sitting at the farthest corner in the abandoned laboratory, he even took him home and take good care of him when he's sick. And now..

Before he could even rethink what his brain was saying the words spilled out of his mouth shakingly.

"Yun..Lan..."