My bully jungkook || j.jkff (Completed)

Chapter 21

I got out of bed and grabbed my phone from the dresser and looked at what time it
Was it was 7:30 the exact time he died...today were suppose to go to he's grave yard
So i got in the shower and put on some black jeans and a white t-shirt with a gray
Hoodie I went downstairs and eat breakfast and went outside the door and rode my
Bike to his grave stone one ever I got there I placed the flowers on his stone
And talked to him for a while..

"His jin oppa....I miss you really bad"

"But..thank you for being strong for me.."

"I'm sorry for being so bratty towards you.."

"Remember when you said I wasn't going to have a boyfriend when am older?"

"Well I do now..I guess you lost to our bet haha"

"You were suppose to treat me and go to Disney land together when you lost.."

"You were such a great role model"

"Remember when you told me you wanted to be a photographer when you grow
Up?"

"I do too, well at first I wanted to become a doctor"

"Remember that time when we forced mom into buying us matching shoes? Haha
Yeah that was a great time..."

" do you know what's my birthday wish this year?"

"Is to finally finish of our bucket list that we Made"

"Like going to the US and getting to eat all the ice cream we want.."

"I wonder what you would look like now, if you would've had a girlfriend right
now, if you were famous in your school...if you had a lot of friends ,if we would
Still be staying up all night playing Video games, if we would still be making bets
If you would still have Been strong....."

My tears started flowing down uncontrollably I didn't even realize I was crying it
Was probably because I had to let that sink in that he was really gone..or remembering
How he did..

~flash back~

I woke up and jumped out of bed running to my oldest brother's room jumping
Around i opened the door and woke him up he opened his eyes and smiled at me
I smiled back

"Today's your birthday! Aren't you super duper excited!"

"Of course I am piggy"

"Yah! Don't call me that!"

"I'm sorry I forgot"

"Again? Your starting to be like grandpa hehe always forgetful"

"Yeah, grandpa's old right? That's why he always forgets things.."

"Maybe I'm getting old too? And I'm forgetting things"

"Yah! Don't say such things! Your gonna live until your a 100 years old!"

"Your gonna see me on stage dancing my heart out!"

"Oh really? Why don't you dance for me now"

"No! You have to wait until we're in collage okay? I'll be going downstairs now!"

"I don't think I can make it that far y/n.."

"Hmm? Did you say something?"

"Nothing.."

"Hmm, okay your weird"

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"O-oppa are you okay what ha-"

"Oppa! W-wake up!"

"Y/n.."

"Hyung? I heard something coming in your room is ev-"

"H-hyung.."

"don't cry"

"How?! Your gonna die..."

"What?! No he's not gonna die!"

"Y/n stop crying please"

"I don't like seeing my dongsaeng crying"

"But..oppa"

"It's okay I wasn't a great person for you to cry over anyway"

"No! You are a great person! Listen to me!"

"Y/n stop! He's gone.."

"No*pant* he's not!"

"He can't..it's not fair"

"He didn't even reach 13 yet.."

"It's okay..he's in a better place now.."

"No..it's just that he asked me to dance for him but.."

" I told  him to wait but if I knew that this would've had happen"

"I would have done it...as my last gift to him"
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" As my last gift to him.."