Bad Idea?

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The bullet hole fully heals and wonho glances at his watch

"we gotta go, we're already late" he chuckles a little

I quickly turn around and wash the blood off of my face, I tie the bandana back around my head

The boys haven't really spoke but I guess they are just shocked

I hug each one of them and tell them that we can catch up later, they agree and I follow wonho to the main gate and we climb up the look out

Yuna greets us and I sit down in a camping chair

"can I talk to you alone later, I just have some things I need to talk about" Yuna leans in and asks

I just nod my head

We make small talk over our shift, we end up laughing and joking

I really like these guys, I'd even class them as close friends

A few cars pull up to the gate and I instantly recognise them

I grip wonhos arm tightly as the people on the other look out greet them

"what's wrong?" he asks worriedly

"I need to get out of here, now" I say with pleading eyes

He just nods and we both climb down the ladder, Yuna says she will cover for us

The gates begin to open and I can hear the car engines start up

I grab wonho's hand and begin to run back to the dorms

We walk into our room to see that all the boys are already there

I slam the door shut and lean against it, my breathing speeds up and I begin to feel light headed

"what's up?" somebody says

I feel like I'm having a panic attack

Tears begin to fall onto my cheeks, I can't be around these people

I will kill them all and I won't be able to stop, I will expose myself to everyone and I don't want that

I start to feel like I cant breathe

"just take deep breaths okay? Like this" Jin says as he begins to take deep breaths

I copy him and I begin to calm down a little, I begin to sob a little

These people just have to follow me everywhere and make my life miserable

Jin hugs me tightly and I calm down fully, when my sobs turn into small sniffles he pulls away and pulls me to my bed

We sit down and V scoots closer and clings to my side

"what's going on?" Jin asks softly

"they are here" I say as I stare at the floor my eyes glowing a mix of grey and green

I still feel extremely guilty

"who are here?" Namjoon asks

I just shake my head

They are going to find me and I know that this time

They will kill me

"the people who did that to her" wonho says

They look mad

I shake my head and stand up

"ill deal with it" I say as I make my way to the door

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