Confession

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I just stare up at the sky as the boys begin to talk, I just drown them out

How the hell did I even end up here?

I want to return to normal life, I want nothing more than to go home to my unnies terrible cooking and my oppa blasting his horrible music

I want to sit in my bedroom and talk to my best friends over Skype for hours

I'd do anything just for some sense of normality

I keep trying to tell myself that everything that has happened over the past few days isn't my fault but deep down I know it is

I just want to make it all better

"hana?" Jackson says as he waves his hand in front of my face

I snap out of my little trance and look around a little, it's starting to get dark and the sky has become a mix of orange and pink

How long have I been laying here?

The rest of the boys stand over me, just staring with worried faces

"what happened?" I ask as I sit up and stretch a little

"we have been trying to talk to you for a while but you weren't giving us much of anything, you scared us a little" Yoongi says as he helps me stand up

My whole body is just aching and I'm weak

I feel like I'm dying

"sorry, I was just in my own little world" I chuckle a little

I look around frantically looking for a specific little boy and puppy

"where's Jo and Al?" I ask

"don't worry, they are both asleep in the car" V chuckles

I let out a sigh of relief and rub my forehead, I have one of the worst headaches

"are you okay?" Jackson asks and places his hand on my arm

"Im fine, anyway what were you guys trying to talk to me about?" I ask, trying to look like I'm not dying

He weakly smiles

"we were just making suggestions of where to go but we haven't come up with anything solid" Namjoon says as he crosses his arm

Right, I kinda forgot we are stranded

Wait?!

"the sign says its over run but I can't see or even hear anything" I say as I begin to walk to the gate

"yah! Come back it's dangerous" Jackson shouts, I can feel him following me

I look around the perimeter to see a ladder heading up the side

"every one stay here" I say as I walk over and begin to climb

"are you crazy?! You can't do that?!" Jin shouts

I make it to the top and sit on top of the tall wall

"well I need to check, stay here, I mean it" I say sternly

I can see them all sigh and eye the ladder

I can't let them come with me

I quickly pull the ladder up and pull it to the other side

"yah! what are you doing?! Your going to get hurt, you pabo" Namjoon shouts

Oops

Sorry, not sorry

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