Darling's Notes

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"I'll have fries with that, and I guess that'll be it." I say sadly as I place the menu behind the napkin dispenser.

"Comin' right up." She says as she scurries off.

"So much for catching up Namjoon."



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Darling
17 October YEAR 20

Feeling lonely has never been a new emotion for me. Being alone has never been a new concept to me. Actually being alone has always hurt me.

My group of friends... They were all boys, were at school, I dropped out... My conscience told I didn't need an education... It said school isn't worth it when all people do is judge you because you aren't smart. Failing all your tests and not turning in your homework, disappointing.

I sat in a park and looked around, feeling the cool breeze flow past my face as I breathe in the air as I close my eyes.

"Darling?" A voice said.

No.

"Darling is that you?" The male voice asked as it came closer.

Don't let it be him.

I opened my eyes as my chest started to hurt.

Anxiety.

"Hi... Hyun-Gi." I said with a huge discomfort as I stared into my ex-boyfriend's eyes, I stand up.

"It's so good to see you!" He says excitedly as he starts to open his arms, I instinctively step back, which brought me back down onto the wooden bench.

He noticed my action and sighed.

"Is this seat taken?" He asked softly as he pointed at the empty spot next to me.

It was suppose to be...

"No..." I dragged out, he softly smiled as he slowly sat next to me, I scooted closer towards the metal arm rest, my right leg pressing against it.

"How have you been?" He initiated. I've always hated small talk, it was waste of time.

"Fine... I guess." I say as I look at the sidewalk and grass as it flows with the soft wind.

"That's good, I'm glad you're good!" He said with excitement.

Please just leave me alone.

"Same here." I respond with no emotion.

"Darling I'm sorry about-"

"Hyun-Gi!" A female voice yelled out, which seemed to surprise him.

Good, he can finally leave.

"Hyun-Gi there you are!" A female said as Hyun-gi smiled, it was fake. He stood up and hugged the girl and kissed her head, wait....

This isn't the same girl as before.

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