Day 132
Time 6am
its time to go back to work. we have a week or two left of traveling and then we are finally done touring. i wish I could have spent the last few days alone but part of thanks him because without him I don't know where I would be right now. most likely dead. our plane is scheduled to be leave around 8:00am so we have to go now. harry and I spent yesterday at the zoo and then went out to eat. he never left my sight. my itching has gotten worse and the urges have gotten more extreme and honestly I want to punch harry out sometimes but I brace myself because he's just trying to help. I wonder when hell realize I'm beyond help and stop trying...
as we enter the airport. a wave of sadness attacks me... the next two weeks will be hell between trying to pretend to be the person I used to be with the boys and trying to manage to be 'fine' with harry and trying not to burst into tears or attack zayn all at the same time will be hell and I don't know if I'll be able to do it at all...
but I guess ready or not. here it comes...
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365 Days (ziam fanfiction)
Fanfictionwe fell in love... it was beautiful and magical... and then he tore it apart and stomped on it. i look at him now and see all our old memories... i wonder if he thinks of me too? if he still loves me like he used too.. but when he stares back at me...
