A/n:
Aaah. :") I just want to say that thank you for loving Jeena from the moment you sympathized with her character up until now. I love and will never forget writing about her; I enjoyed expressing her thoughts to all of you. I feel glad that I was able to shape a character like her in my imagination. <3
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"I WANT to go home," I breathed, as our lips slowly disconnected. "I think I won't last longer - "He cupped my cheeks, grazed his thumb over my jaw, and pressed his lips to mine again tenderly.
I pulled away, aware of how chapped my lips might be. I can't even breathe properly - I wonder what my lips taste like. What does a dying person's lips taste like? Surely, it's not sweet and smooth enough for a boy to kiss it in full pleasure.
But Lucas kissed me like he didn't care at all on how my lips tasted. Or how it felt against his own. I bet it's not soft like before. It's not kissable; nor is it a healthy girl's mouth.
These lips are not for him anymore.
Jerking my face an inch away from him, my voice cracked as I whispered, "I want to go home..."
He looked at me, a flash of sadness visible on his glimmering green eyes.
Softly he said, with a bead of sweat streaming down his face, "Then let's go home."
Then he stood up from his seat, towering above my small and fragile frame.
"I love you," I mumbled weakly.
He ignored my words, signalling the others to come down from the enormous rotating machine.
"I love you..." I said again, this time more of a whisper.
He looked at me silently. His mouth didn't open to say anything, but his eyes showed a lot of emotions.
"I love you," I said as I felt his arms lift me from my seat. "Yukhei, I love you," I let my face fall on his chest. "I love you, I really do," I said again as I pressed my ears onto his chest to listen to his heartbeat. "Yukhei," the name holds a thousand of memories. "Please say you love me too..."
Only then I realized when he pulled the door of the cabin open, that he didn't hear anything that came from my mouth. All those stupid I love yous were pointless and soundless and pathetic; they were just voices inside my brain.
My voice is gone. I lost it.
03:30:30
Everyone looked startled. Everyone looked sad. Everyone looked at me.
I looked at no one but him.
03:24:54
Lucas laid me at the backseat of a car. I kept the camera held in my hands.
02:34:56
I know I've always wished that the orphanage was a castle. But now, as I looked at it, I never felt so glad and satisfied.
This is no castle; this is home.
02:00:34
The pillows underneath my head are so soft. I could sleep in here. I could just close my eyes and fall asleep right here.
I am tired of the pain.
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FanfictionBook One of Neo City Trilogy HIGHEST RANKING #1 in AU #1 in DYSTOPIA #1 in APOCALYPSE #7 in FF A dying girl. A twisted boy. Together, they will take the greatest and most heartwrenching journey of their lives in a world that's against them. Discl...