The Shattered// E.D G.D

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<paradise- Bazzi>

<fun fun fun- Pharrell>

< what I'm becoming- Cage the elephant>

play song

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i looked up at the ceiling

today is going to be a great day.

Today i'm going to make up with Justin, i'm going on vacation and i'm pushing myself more

By pushing myself more, i mean i'm making a list.

a list of things i've never done before, i will do everything on the list by the end of vacation

i sat up from my bed, i pulled my hair out of my sloppy bun

i stood up walking on the cold ground,  i grabbed my phone and speaker

i walked to my bathroom

I shut the bathroom door, as i set down the speaker next to me

i played music as i started brushing out my hair

Today i'm so hyped

i did little dances as i brushed my teeth

i washed my face with my cleaner

i splashed the cold water in my face, waking me up even more

i walked back to my room with the speaker

i put on jeans with my adidas with a pink and blue sweater

then i  walked back to my bathroom, giving myself another look

a ding came from my phone

                  1 new message from Ethan

Ethan: here

i smiled as i walked back to my room

i grabbed my bags as i put my phone in my back pocket

i walked down the stairs . my mom was drinking something on the couch

"i'm leaving mom, love you" i kissed her on her cheek

"be safe, don't do anything dumb" she smiled back

something feels wrong again. I can't explain it, something feels off

i nodded my head

"Love you" i smiled opening the front door

"love you too sweetie" she gave me a half smile

i shut the front door as i ran to Ethan's jeep, he was parked on the side of my house

Grayson sat in the passengers side, he was on his phone as Ethan smiled at me

"Are you ready?" i smirked jumping into the back seat

"HELL YEA" he yelled causing me to laugh

"we got to pick up Mars now" i put my bags underneath my seat

he nodded his head

"whats the first thing you want to do when we get there?" Ethan said as he drove

"I have a list of things i want to do, we can start with my list" i said taking out my list from out of my bags

goals/ to do