I'm So Exhausted

Go To Hell

I opened my heart like the gates of hell for you
And it poured

Ive never opened up for anyone else.
I will never do it again

Emotions poured from my lips like a dam breaking only to drown the ground I was balancing on

Slicing words and spit flung from my mouth as i screeched and put holes in walls when i found out what you did.
What you did to me.

My fingertips dripped poison onto paper, spreading and slurring the lines

My fists spoke blood

My cheeks stained with tears

My carpet was no longer soft after pacing back and forth for hours

I trusted you

I will never trust again

I pored out my soul unto pages of writings

You dismissed them
I told you of my bullied and abused childhood

You laughed in my face.

I guess all i will ever be is an attention whore to you.

If i open my wrists to expose my true being underneath

Would you say it was for attention?

Would you talk at my funeral?

Or would you stand there and pretend i never showed the signs and you did everything you could?

You broke me

You will never have respect thrown at you again when they hear what you did

Surprised?
They never expect an "angel" to burn everything to ashes

Do they?