I have a girl,
She says im perfect.
I guess she loves me
But i don't get it.
How could anyone love me?
All i do is mess up
Everything is do is for others satisfaction.
My words,
My lies,
My heart,
My mind.
Let me escape and take the leap
Forgive me for the expectations i will never ever meet.
I guess i will fill my brain with lead,
I swear to everyone i am better off dead.
I can slit my wrists and say goodbye
I will never be enough, no matter how much i try.
Call it a day as i tie the rope,
Im ready to fall, i was never able to cope.
I have anger in me
Along with dread
All the lies buzzing in my head.
"Im fine i swear"
"Im doing great"
"Im better now"
Its all fake.
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Sunlight, goodbye moon
Dont forget, my lovely, i will always love you.
YOU ARE READING
I'm So Exhausted
שירים#1 in poem #1 in poetrycollection #1 in vent #2 in memory this is just a compilation of my vent poetry-ish (that i can find) from 4th grade to whenever i stop this (I'm 18 now) Im not the best with words but i write in spouts of thoughts
