I think I'm gonna cry, there was a Jeyna book I'd read over and over again called 'I'm not Okay' and I cannot find it anymore. I removed it from my library so I could put it in my 'Jeyna at its finest' reading list, but now it's gone. It was literally my favourite book ever.
Anyways, to the story :(
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Your Pov
"Octavian, can we go to the garden today?" You asked.
"As much as I'd love to, I promised Fiona I'd show her around."
You nodded your head in disappointment, and he caught it.
He pushed himself up with his elbow to face you fully and smiled.
"Tomorrow for sure."
Your face lit up with happiness.
"Great." You smiled.
He got up from his bed, and you stood up.
"Can you help me get this necklace off." You said as you tried to take off the SAID object that was irritating your skin.
He nodded and walked towards you.
You turned around, and felt his hands brush your neck, causing you to shiver.
As soon as he took it off, you turned to face him.
He looked into your eyes, taking a step closer to you.
You placed a hand on his shoulder, and he started to lean in.
He brushed his hands against your waist, and you placed your other hand on his cheek.
He then quickly looked down and closed his eyes for a couple of seconds.
"Fuck." He said as he just walked off, leaving you hanging.
You sighed as you covered your face with your hands.
He doesn't want anything to do with you, why do you keep trying?
You shook your head in embarrassment.
You've been friend with him for four years, if he wanted you, he would've made it clear already.
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"Octavian, is that you?" You asked as the door opened.
"Yeah, it's me." He said as he walked into the room unsteadily.
"Are you okay?" You quickly got up and supported him, so he wouldn't fall.
"Hmmm, I don't know. I feel quiiiiiite dizzy." He said as he gave you a childish smile.
He was drunk.
"Octavian, did you drink?" You asked.
He nodded his head in pride, letting go of you as he tried to walk towards your bed.
He sat down and you sat beside him.
"What's that?" You asked, pointing at the stain on the side of his collar.
"Oh." You realized it was lipstick.
You looked down, frowning.
