the period project

rant twenty-two: mind tricks

anonymous 

What the fuck is happening to my mind when I'm on my period? Shit it beats me! One moment I'm angry ASF over dumb little things like earlier I'm sitting in my room looking out my window. I look at a tree and picture it doing nice things, you know. When all of a sudden my mind wants to get dirty. At first I start freaking out and stuff. Then I start crying cause it started to rain. I don't even fucking now why I sat there crying. Then I started to think about my baby daddy. he's august alsina. And I start to think what I could do to that man if he were right here in my room all alone with me. I'm thinking hell yeah he can have me! Then BAM! Hello period so I started whimper and shit! I don't know in ten minutes that's what I thought about.