Shawn Mendes Imagines

In My Blood

Shawn's P.O.V

Sitting in my hotel room it was currently 2:00 a.m. I had to be up in a few hours to start my interviews for the day talking about my new single In My Blood.

I was sitting on the bed and I had all the lights on still because I couldn't sleep. My mind was racing and I was thinking about so many different things.

Help me, It's like the walls are caving in.

Getting up I grabbed my phone off the charger and went back to sit on the bed. Opening it up I clicked on the phone button. I knew it would be late for Y/N but I needed her now. Letting the phone ring she didn't pick up.

"Hey Y/N. It's Shawn, I uh i'm just calling to let you know I uh-" my voice broke. "I need you" I sniffled into the phone.

Ending the call I put my phone on the night stand and turned off the lights. Pulling the covers way up I snuggled into them and closed my eyes trying to sleep but I couldn't.

Sometimes I feel like giving up.

Rolling on my back I sighed and looked up at the ceiling. Hearing my phone ring I rolled over and grabbed it, looking at the name on the screen it was Y/N.

"Hello" I picked up.

"Shawn. Are you okay?" she asked.

"uh yeah i'm fine" my throat closed up on me and I started crying again.

"Shawn, where are you?"

"i'm in my hotel why?"

"what room?"

"617"

Hearing a knock on the door I got up and looked out the peephole. I saw Y/N opening the door I just fell into her arms. Letting all my emotions go I just sobbed as she helped me back into the room. She closed the door and locked it leading me to the bed she set her bag down and crawled into the bed next to me.

"you came all the way here just for me?" I asked.

"what's that suppose to mean!" she giggled. "of course I came all the way here for you, your my boyfriend you need me and i'm there. I don't care if your on the other side of the world I'll always figure out a way to get to you when you need me"

"Thanks Y/N" I cried.

I couldn't stop crying and it was starting to annoy me. But once I started crying I also couldn't breathe properly and it felt like the walls were caving in on me.

"Shawn it's okay just breathe baby. In and out deep breathes my love." Y/N said.

Trying to breathe I tried to calm myself down but it wasn't working.

"help me please Y/N" I was crying harder now.

"come on let's go" Y/N said.

Getting up and helping me up she led me to the bathroom and sat on the floor.

"come lie down" she patted her lap.

Laying down on my back on the floor I put my head in Y/N's lap and closed my eyes. Just trying to breathe not really feeling anything. Every once in a while I could feel Y/N running her fingers through my hair.

"I love you so much Shawn please never forget that" she said leaning down and kissing my forehead.

"I love you to Y/N thank you"

"your welcome lovey! close your eyes and go to sleep okay" she smiled at me.

but I just can't it isn't in my blood.