Attached // Shawn Mendes

CHP 5: THE 'SHAWN'

Omg...I know right..HE is soooo...aaaaahh.....                                                                                                   Anyways....Enjoy :)                                                                                                                                                                                                                                   ********************

Shawn's p.o.v

I sat on the couch in front of Mag with a magazine in my hand as I saw them leave. I picked up the magazine that was kept on the table waiting for her to get up. It was boring but I felt somewhat good just sitting there...I don't know why..Maybe because there were no fans or people screaming right beside my ear.It almost fell like a normal quite life but then as I turned the pages of the magazine I saw an article on me that pretty much reminded me of my reality.Huh.

I closed the magazine and slowly looked up to see Mag sleeping peacefully.It was weird....what she did earlier. I carefully studied her as she rolled over the couch facing towards me. I could see her hair falling on her immaculate  face with kissable lips that made her look so appealing. I got up from my couch and slowly walked towards her and sat on the floor resting my elbows on my knees while holding my chin with my palms to have a better look at her. Her black hair was cut into a grunge bob cut with blue color highlights that perfectly fitted her round and charming face. I gently pushed her blue-black hair streaks that were falling on her eyes and put them behinds her ears. I could feel her soft skin as my fingers brushed across her face.Suddenly there was a warmth on my finger. Tears fell from her eyes as she softly moaned,"No". My heart started beating fast for a moment as i thought that she was offended by me."Umm..sorry" I said moving my hands from her face and sat up straight waiting for her response.

After a few seconds I realized that she was still not awake.It must be a bad dream. I removed the tears from her face with my thumb as i slowly tried to call out her name.

"Mag?"

"Wake up, sleepy head."

Mag's p.o.v

SLAP.

I could feel a strong painful sensation on my cheeks. I looked up to see the person who I never wanted to see again standing right in front of me with angry eyes.

"SAM!" I shouted.

"You deserved that bitch."He yelled. He grabbed me by my hair pulled me to his room and threw me on his bed. As I tried to get up he poured himself on me and grabbed my wrists putting them on top of my head. As I struggled to get out of his grip he started to kiss me roughly. He started to rip off my clothes as I still struggled. His kiss slowly turned into hickeys. I stopped struggling while he touched me however he wanted to.I gave up.My hands and lags became numb. Tears fell down my cheeks and I softly cried,"No".I could feel my heart becoming heavy. I wanted to yell and cry at the top of my lungs but I had no energy left. Everything was black around me. 

But then out of nowhere I heard a faint voice calling out my name.

"Mag?"

"Wake up, sleepy head." 

I opened my eyes glad to find that pain just a dream. My eyes wandered around as it finally got locked with the innocent and sweet looking eyes that were staring at me. It was like this for few seconds until I finally realized and remembered what had happened. I could still feel my eyes wet and soggy.

"Hey you were crying in your sleep.You okay ?" I saw Shawn looking at me as I slowly sat up. I could not fight my tears anymore. I kept my palms on my face and started crying. I felt the couch getting heavier on beside me. I looked up to see Shawn placing his hands on my shoulder as he asked with a concerned look,"Hey you fine?" I hugged him placing my forehead on his chest and started crying even louder. My heart felt heavy because deep inside i knew that the dream was actually a memory turned nightmare.

Shawn's p.o.v  

I saw her face starting to get red as I told her about her tears. She suddenly placed her palms on her face and started weeping softly. I sat beside her and slowly placed my hands on her shoulders pulling her closer. She looked up at me with red cheeks and soggy eyes. 

"You fine?" I asked. She did not reply. I looked at her as my heart started racing. All of a sudden she hugged me tightly and hit her forehead on my chest bursting out her tears. I could feel her warm tears making my blue t-shirt dank. I didn't mind instead I pulled her closer rubbing her back.

"Don't worry.You'll be fine. I am here." I whispered into her ears as I brought my head closer to her shoulder. She tightened her grip. My nose was now brushing her shoulders as I could smell the lavender scent coming from her hair. It felt like my heart would burst into pieces. I closed my eyes wanting to hold her like this forever.

She slowly moved her head away from my chest after we stayed like that for a minute which  almost felt like eternity. 

"Sorry..I-I" Her voice cracked as she slowly tried to speak.

"It's okay. I get nightmares too. You are fine here. You are safe." I said giving her a cheerful smile. I wanted to see her smile the way she did few hours ago.

**flashback**

"Woahhh!! Did you span- Did.....Did I just get abused by a girl???!!" I shouted with my mouth wide open.

Mag,Niya and Mrs.Burnerr stared at me for a few seconds till they all burst into laughter.

"guys?" I asked looking at them with confusion.

"Oh my God I am sorry Shawn I...your hips..they are so...so..round..i guess" she replied biting the bottom of her lips in embarrassment. Oh my god ! I couldn't focus on what she said just now. I was having butterflies in my stomach as I saw her bite her lips.

I let out a small laugh and said as i jumped back on the couch, "I have no idea what just happened but I will take that as a compliment."

I looked at her laugh. She was so beautiful. Her smile was worth everything in this world. I just wished to see it longer.....

**flashback end**

"Umm...Do you want me show you around." I asked.

"Sure." she replied giving a weak smile.She got up and brushed her hair with her hands letting her blue streaks fall over her right cheek.

I got up making my way out of the door as she followed me silently rubbing her eyes and cheeks to remove the traces of her tears.

Yo. 

I know I made it really detailed but as I told you i hate rushing things and I felt like this was their first moment together so yeah....OMG I am literally having butterflies just by the thought of Shawn..Awwww!! 

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