Am I the Villain or the Hero? (discontinued)

Chapter 1

-My Life-

Haruka Takahide's PoV

"I'M LEAVING THIS GODDAMNED HOUSE YOU WHORE!!!"

Those were my father's last words before he never showed up again.

"YOU! WHY DO YOU REMIND ME OF HIM!!? YOU USELESS AND INSOLENT SON OF A---"

Oh. So my mom's drunk again.

Another night of torture.

Another night of open wounds and tears of blood.

Another night of hesitations between living and dying.

"Hide-kun...Look. I'm leaving and I promise big brother's gonna get you once I find a job. Okay? "

Hmm... Big brother Takamura...

You've left when I was 6 and it's been goddamned 7 years.

Who don't have a job after those times??

But I do understand you.

That was just some kind of excuse didn't it?

So you can leave the house too...

Just how dad did...

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I broke into tears.

Trying to put bandages on my bleeding hands.

But no matter how much bandages I will use, it still won't be enough to fix it.

To fix my heart, my life.

Why was I ever born then?

Everyday I get to die....Slowly.

If only I could die without feeling much more than all these pain...

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I closed my eyes and tried to sleep.

Trying to have hope that tomorrow, life-no tommorow my life would be different...

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Author's note:

This story is just from my head and I admit that this idea got inside my brain by the other fantasy/reincarnation stories but this story is my own and original story.
If any characters or place or plot are the same, then it is just a coincidence. Please don't judge!!!

And I hope you'll enjoy this.

I know it might be boring at first but please be patient! I'm just a mere 13 turning 14 so please bear with me!!!

Oh. That's all my rambling....

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