The forgotten one

I hate you

*Niall P.O.V*
After El went upstairs to go get dressed and convinve her dad. I watched tv. I turned on Loud House and started thinking. Why doesn't Zayn love me? Why can't they understand my pain? Then I quickly realized. They never loved me from the start. They just had me in the shadows because they knew Harry wouldn't come home with them without me. But why? I'm not special. Harry can survive without me. He doesn't need me. Then El came back downstairs with a black tank top, black ripped jeans with white tights underneath, and a white button up shirt over the tank top. Also she had on checkered vans and a black beanie. "Look at you. Decked out in black and white." I teased. "Shut up. Come on lets go." She said grabbing my hand and heading out the door. She locked the door behind up and we were in our way to my ho- I mean Zayn and Justin's house. The whole walk was in silence. I could hear her breathing and I'm pretty sure she could do the same. We walked up to the door and before I could knock she pulled me in for a kiss. She pulled away.  "You got this okay? I believe in you. Ill be holding your hand the whole time. Were just getting your things and leaving. Don't talk back or say a word to them. No matter what." She said. "Okay. Just don't leave me." I said. "Never." She replied. I smiled and knocked on the door. "Coming!" I hear Zayn say while hearing foot steps coming towards the door. He opens the door and looks at me in hatred. "Why are you here?" He says looking at me in disgust. Before I can reply Eli cuts me off. "We're here to get Niall's stuff. If you don't mind. He doesn't live here anymore so excuse me." She said grabbing my hand and brushing pass him. She walked up to my- well Zayn's guest room and sat down on the bed. "Well pack your stuff. I don't wanna see anything you don't want me to." She sais smiling and taking her phone out her pocket. I smiled a chuckled a bit. I walked to my closet and got out my suitcase that I bought for traveling. I never got to use it because when they travel they never tell me so I'm left alone in a dark lonely house. Alone with my thoughts. But thats not gonna happen anymore. I grabbed it and started packing my things. I packed everything I bought. Like most of my clothes and my roku. My notebooks I put in my bookbag along with my beanies and hoodies. I then came across a teddy bear Zayn and Justin got me when I first got here.

I remeber it like it was yesterday. But we wont get into that. I finshed packing my stuff and sighed. I still have to clean out my little attic area. But ill leave it for anyone who wants it in the furture. "I'm done." I said while turning towards Eli. I turn around to see her sleeping. I smile and  shake her a little to wake her up. "Babe. Time to get up." I said. She groaned and rolls over. "Come on. Lets go." I said shaking her more. She opens her eyes and lifts up slowly. "What happened?" She asked. "I'm done packing so we can go now." I said. "But your bed is so comfy." She whinned and crossed her arms with a pout. "I know. Thats why I chose it. But come on lets go home." I said kissing her cheek. She smiled and got a little teary eye. "What did I say?" I asked getting worried."You said home." She said and shed a tear looking at me. I smiled and hugged her. "My home is wherever you are. I love you ." I said. She hugged back. "I love you too." She said. She let go an got up. "Lets go home." She said grabbing some light things that I packed. It was just my bookbag filled with some socks,beanies and hoodies. And she picked up a bag I stole from her that was filled with more clothes plus the teddy bear. We walked downstairs and walked passed the kitchen. As we walked pass the kitchen I saw Zayn look at me in hatred and Justin looking down and crying. As soon as I looked away Zayn walked up to me and slap me really fucking hard. "What the hell you do that for you bitch?!" Eli screamed. "Its your fault!! Id we never would have adopted you id still have my sons with me!!! I wish I would have just left you to die and take Harry!!! Don't ever speak to me ever again and if I see you again ill make sure to call child protective services so they can take you into a group home!!! Now get out!!!" He yelled all in my face. I shoved him back so that he would get out my way but he gained his balance and walked back up to me. I then punched him in the face making him fall. I lookee over at him with a face of disappointment and disgust. "I'd gladly leave. I'd gladly never speak to you again. You pathetic waste of a father." I said. I then grabbed Eli's hand and walked out the door. "I love you. Sorry if I scared you but I just didn't wanted them to win again." I said to Eli as we get on front of her house. "Its fine. I understand. And you didnt scare me as much as you think. I think you did the right thing. And I love you too." She said and kissed me. I kissed back but it was soon interrupted but a call. I pulled away and groaned. I got my phone out and saw the number was Louis. I  answered. "Hello?" I asked. "Niall!come quick its Harry!" He yelled. "What happened?!?! Where are you?!?!" I yelled. I get a weird look for Eli but I don't care about that now. Ill fill her in later. "We don't know! We're are the Golden hotel on 18th! Come quick!" He yelled with a sin coming out as well. I hear yelling that sounded like harry in the background aswell. "Im on my way." I said and hung up. I look towards Eli. "I gotta go see what happened to Harry. When you're don't come to golden
Hotel on 18. Ill make it up to you I promise." I said. She smiled and kissed my cheek. "Go. Ill be fine. Just make sure Harry's alright." She replied. I smiled and kissed her cheek. "You're the best." I replied. "I know." She said perky. I then ran off in the direction of golden's hotel at top speed. I didn't stop until I got there. I hope Harry's okay. God please let Harry be okay!