Fuckfuckfuckfuck
I'm so stressed about all this shit I've been doing that I'm not even in public and I've been dissociating.
I want to talk to someone about this shit but at he same time I wanna keep it bottled up and not sound like a crybaby or just feel like it was useless to spill the beans.
Ok I'm really sure now. 100%.
I want to go see a therapist. Even if it's in vain, even if I don't need it, I want to try.
