Well
Apparently my parents think it's a good idea to let me see a therapist/psychiatrist every so often.
I mean, I'm not refusing, if it's what I need then sure I'll go. However, I do a thing called cheating.
It's a defense mechanism.
I lie to hide whatever's going on.
I can bullshit the system by saying everything's fine when it's not. So at this point I don't want my opinion involved in this anymore.
I'm sick of feeling tired and I'm tired of feeling sick.
🥀
I kinda wanna buy a bouquet of roses for myself to let them dry out because that's the shit but that would be really expensive.
And I don't really know where I'd put them...
