dan's blood run cold. those two words hit him like two bullets to the chest. his eyes widened to the size of saucers. and his heart shattered. the pieces fell to the floor, they echoed in a silent cry for help. a prayer that anything would happen. that phil would say it wasn't true. that he was kidding. that he was coming back.
dan didn't say a thing. just choked back sobs. he was such an emotional mess. and he didn't want to do this. he needed some self control. but he was dizzy and his head was spinning. his heart was broken and he was drowning again.
he was so lost. so scared, he didn't want phil to leave him like this. all alone and scared. he knew once phil got married. he wasn't coming back. it was over. he wouldn't be able to see his blue eyes. he wouldn't be able to hear his voice. he wouldn't see phil. he wouldn't touch him, be with him. he wouldn't do anything. phil would be our if his grasp. he wouldn't be there for phil. and phil wouldn't be there for dan. phil let dan fall. and the ground was fast approaching.
dan just looked at phil, their eyes connected and time stopped. dan wanted to say so some many things. to do so many things. he wanted to hug phil, kiss him, hold him, beg him to stay. tell him how much he means to him, tell him that he still loves him. because you can't just stop loving someone who stole your heart.
"please, just, stay with me."
