Luke knew when your having a breakdown. With you refusing to eat,music placed on your ears, and rejected hugs and he does not like that. You try your best not to let him in your room, but forgetting that its a room where both of you sleep. Its been a week when Luke slept in the couch and you felt guilty. It was when one night he came in the room and you didn't even look at him, just stared in the ceiling. You didn't refuse to tell him to go away,since you starved in a week. You felt the bed dip, and a slight cough. Still silence, you then felt Lukes arm wrapped around your waist, his hair spiked to be under your neck. You gave in and hugged him, and started to cry. You told him all your worries,how you lost you confidence. How you care about other people.
"y/n Don't listen to the people that are going to bring you down. Ofcourse people are going to bring you down,but you need to believe in yourself. I believe in you, don't believe all the other people shit" That's when his goofy smile cracked. So did yours.
Ashton winced in pain, you got to your feet and saw the colour of red. It was Ashtons blood, he was cutting his wrist. The blade was dropped on the side and he cringed, tears streaming from his eyes. Your graves he knife and threw it the bin, got to his side and grabbed the tissue from the nearest box. You pressed the tissue lightly on the wound. Without a word, You got him to the bathroom to clean the remaining blood, and grabbed the first aid kit. In minutes of was all treated, you left him sitting while you go clean your hands.
This was not the first time he did this, and you were not to blame him. As your here for him as he ran away from home,the band and everything. You felt two hands slipped around you waist. You dried your hands, and you realised his hands was shaking. You softly wrapped your hand to stop his shock. "I don't get it" He mumbles his face in your neck. That's when he told you reasons why he scared of failure for the future. He then added how he is scared how you will stop loving him and just thinking of him. You turned to him, releasing from his warm grip, and pressed your forehead to his.
"Ash I won't stop thinking about you, even if I tried. You also have to stop running away and face your fear and tell them you can win it. All good loved ones won't stop loving you. I like,love,adore and all the clique love words toward you. I believe in you." You make a pout as he smiles and lightly peck your lips. He then made his promises how he will never cut again, and well you made you promise to always think me him and love him.
Literally and finally had an idea of what to write, and I hope you all like this! Reason why:
1)Luke looks quite sad and distant sometime around overwhelming crowds, and I always have a thought of his ex. But look how far he came, he made his dream, and people happy by doing something that he loves doing. And his supporters are here with him.
2) I know Ashton draws butterflies on the fans wrist, I thought(well anyone) that was such a kind gesture to make them stop. People are beautiful,unique and should keep believing in themselves.
I thought that if your don't appreciative youreself , someone out there is willing to believe in you. And joy will you be joyful.
Hope everyone's having a good day. Thanks for reading :)
