Don't Judge a Book by...the Nerd! Letters to Letters

Don't Judge a Book by...the Nerd!!! Letters to Letters 41

Its just the fact that I can't tell Bruce that I have a buzz from last night even the fact that it was crazy. I still can't believe how we were kissing and everything on Claire's couch. I mean I never seen it coming at all and with him too. Not even noticing that I have a little color to my cheeks until, someone hit me with a fry again. I couldn't help but to frown...Asia said while eating a fry

"Gwen, don't you hear me!"

I raised an eyebrow at her and she groan while, Amy looked away from me. Bruce, he looked the other way too...I said to Asia

"Tell me?!"

She sighed and said while looking at her tray 

"YoumeAmyhavesoccerpracticeafterschooltoday!"

I looked at her and said while grabbing a chip from my tray

"Say it again but normal!"

She sighed and said while looking at me in the eyes

"Gwen, remember when homecoming and all the excitement happened at the beginning of school?!"

I raised an eyebrow but nodded my head and she continued 

"Well, we were all becoming friends and everything so, me and Amy signed the 3 of us up to do spring soccer together! And....practice is after school today!"

I looked at her surprised...Honestly I can't describe myself right now. I mean how can they do that without telling me. I mean seriously I can't even get out of it. I don't know how to feel everything just hit me like a ton of bricks from surprised to sad to depressed to mad to anger to blank. I mean how could I face that sport again...pretty much any sport! I frowned and Amy said while giving me a frown

"I don't know that you were going to get hurt but I just remember about signing it in September because, of the announcements." 

I nodded my head and Asia said 

"You don't have to go if you don't want to,Gwen! We understand and Bruce was going to come as well to see you play! Don't you want to play infront of your man!"

I can feel my cheeks turning red from her last comment and I thought about it. I sighed and said

"I'll go but I'm not playing okay! I just can't yet!"

The girls got excited and said together

"Okay, you don't have to..."

I raised an eyebrow and sighed, Bruce smiled at me and said

"I'll try to go...I have work!"

I nodded my head and just rested my head on his shoulders. He kissed my hair and pulled me closer, I had feeling that I was being watched. I chose to avoid it. 

So pretty much at lunch me and Bruce were feeding each other and the girls were just being...girls!

~Back to Class~ 

So pretty much after I went to sleep I just waited for school to be over then before I know it...it was over. I grabbed my messenger bag after I put the chairs back I went to my locker. Bruce was beside it and he flashed me a smile, he said while I made my way to my locker

"Do you want to stay with you? You know for your practice."

I shrugged my shoulders and said

"I'm just seeing how it will go nothing more. You don't have to."

He sighed and said

"But I want to see you Gwen." 

I couldn't help but to blush...he kissed my cheek and pulled me into hug. I laid my head on his shoulder and I said 

"You don't have to Bruce."

He just handle me for a longtime and until, I heard chuckling. I turned around to see Amy and Asia in short shorts with a tank top. I sighed and let go of him before I can say anything, he grabbed my chin and pressed his lips against mine. I couldn't help but to blush and he pulled away from the small kiss then said

"I'll see you later, okay. Be careful, beautiful."

I gave him a smile and he let go of me after giving me a squeeze in a hug then he let go of me. I noticed that he had some colors to his cheeks too. I chuckled alittle after watching him walk way. Amy said with a smirk

"Are you sure that you two isn't a couple?"

I just shrugged my shoulders and everything. So, I grabbed my messaged bag and left with the girls. I walked with them and they were giggling along with everything else. I sighed when I seen most of the girls on the soccer team there and a couple of new faces along with the crowd. I stopped walking but, Amy grabbed my hand and said with a reassuring smile

"Come on, Gwen! This is your sport."

I sighed and just nodded my head to her...I can't help but to think that I have to get over this...I need to move on with my life. When Amy dragged me over to field the girls from the soccer team was greeting me. I got hugs and welcome to have you back. But the thing is that everyone on the team practically hated me. It was completely new to me. Honestly it was quiet refreshing in a way. The coach was my same old coach, he seems happy to see me and he said to me while giving me a pat on the back

"Welcome back Gwen. It's nice to see you well again." 

I simply nodded my head and said to him

"I came to see what's happening on the 1st day...I don't know if I can play like I did before."

He said while looking at the sky

"Your right, you can't play like you did before."

I stood shock to the bone that my coach said that to me. He just smiled at me and said 

"You can't because you'll become even greater now. I believe that you can become better, Gwen. I have my faith in you 110%"

That was an aw moment, he patted my back and I said with a smile

"Thanks coach."

He simply nodded his head at me and said

"Do whatever you want here just be careful and don't strand yourself."

I nodded my head and thanked him again...I sat on the bleachers next to the team, watching how they stretched while to the coach was giving them words of advice and encouragement to become better as a team. Then the team decide to introduce themselves to everyone even the thought everyone know who everyone was. It started with Amy and it just went into a circle then it ended with me...I figure because everyone was starring at me. I said with a wave and a  smile

"Hello, my name is Gwen and I'm a soccer player, I love playing the guitar."

Amy smiled at me and the coach said to them

"Okay, 2 laps around the field then were doing dibbling around cones."

He don't ask for anyone to lead but the girls did it anyway. They just ran and did what needed to be done. So pretty much, soccer was just an easy day for the beginners...it will get harder later on and of course with the hot weather too.

~After Practice~

Pretty much everyone when home but I stuck around one because I want to prove something to myself. I asked the coach can I borrow a soccer ball so I'm going to put it to use. I was trying all my moves to see if anything changed and believe me...I have to work harder for it. I felt like I have to start from scratch...

I was temped to try the bike cycle kick but, I knew I would mess something up. Hell, I did it anyway and I regret it. My knee just was throbbing and I felt like I was going to cry. I just laid down on the ground and starred into the sky... I groaned while laying on the ground, I just couldn't help myself but to glared at the sky because of how angry I am for doing that stupid move. I rolled to my side to see...

Sorry its short but, things happened that I couldn't make it on time! I'm truly sorry! You could vote or comment which ever you want to do! I hope you enjoy your weekend and I don't get a chance to spell-check like I should be doing. But, I tried!