Powerless and Power-Hungry

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Destitute and hoping

Smiling through tears

Fighting through fears

Everything changes but that keeps everything the same

I can’t keep you safe

I can’t keep you here

I can’t make it okay

I can’t make it through this

Life goes on, leaving me behind

I struggle on, losing sense of time

From outside I’m all I should be

Inside I die a little each day

I can’t keep me safe

I won’t keep me here

I can’t make it okay

How can I make it through this?

It’s like I’m throwing stones at my own glass house

I couldn’t stop them so I faded into their midst

I couldn’t ignore their words

I couldn’t walk away

I couldn’t keep us safe from the pain and the rage

We’re gone now and two worlds separate us again

It’s not okay and I know it never will be

I don’t think anything will ever be the same but I’m still moving through

Change makes me helpless

It’s the only normal I’ve ever known

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