It was all for you (a BVB fanfic.)

Three little words

Brooke's POV~

*the next day*

"Never give in, never back down, never give in when your life feels lost fight against all odds, never give innnnnnnn" i sang as loudly as i could. I didn't care if i woke the others up. I have cancer, and if singing makes me happy then i shall sing.

"Never give in, (hey, hey) Never back down, (hey, hey)

Never give in, (hey, hey) Never back down, (hey, hey)

When your life feels lost, (Fight against all odds!)

Never give in, (Never back down!)" i continued to sing.

"What are you doing up this early?" Jake said as he yawned. "I can't sleep" i replied with a slight smile. "Hmm ok well i'm still tired, its 4:45 am, i need sleep nighttttttt" he said as he turned around walking towards the door. "WAIT!" I said loudly startling him and making him jump. "Wtf Brooke?! You scared me!" "Jake..can i have a hug please?" "Sure" he smiled.

Jake and i hugged for a little bit. It honestly felt like the best feeling. I needed a lot of hugs lately and i don't know why. "Brooke you're freezing, get under the covers!" He said as he kissed my forehead and began heading towards the door again. I nodded and hopped under my blankets. I guess i should go to sleep...i mean it is quarter to five in the morning and i need all the sleep and rest i can get.

Just as i was beginning to doze off i felt someone hop in my bed. It scared me and i screamed, thinking it was Brian or another intruder or something. "Shhhh Brooke its only me!" I heard the calming tone of CC's voice say.

"CC don't just do that i thought it was Brian and i-" i said before i started crying. "Brooke shhhh i'm sorry its okay shhhhh i'm here its only me" CC said. I snuggled into his chest as he softly sang to me. I looked up at him and he smiled. "I heard you singing, it was beautiful" he said happily. I just blushed and hid my head.

He started tickling my back slowly which made me go into a snorting fit. It was literally -hahahaahahahsnorthahahahahahahsnortsnorthahaahhasnort- it was really embarrassing.

"So Princess, i'm gonna call you that now i like it better, do you want sleep or do you wanna go for a walk with me?" CC said after he laughed at my outburst. "Sure Christian, i'm gonna call you that now i like it better" i winked as i sat up.

"Well played Princess" he smirked as he helped me off the bunk. I grabbed my black combat boots as CC left the room to get dressed i suppose. I grabbed my black betty boop jumper, tied my hair up in a messy bun and walked out into the kitchen area.

"Princess would you like a coffee or monster?"

"Nah i'm okay thanks, thanks Christian!" I smirked evilly, he hated being called Christian and i hated being called Princess so its fair!

He sighed and we walked off the bus. The sun was just starting to rise, it was cold, but beautiful.

"Soooo Bro-princes, what's going on with you lately? I've noticed you've been sad and don't say the cancer because i know you too well to know that cancer wouldn't bring you down." CC said.

I sighed. I didn't really want to tell him. "Princess you can't keep this from me, i'll find out sooner or later so it's easier to just tell me now" he finally said after an awkward silence.

"Christian... I've known for a while.."

"Known what?"

"I knew i had cancer! I was first diagnosed when i was 11 but they said it had gone, that they removed it, that i could live my life cancer-less like all the lucky ones! I know i'm going to die CC, i know i am, and if cancer doesn't, then suicide will!" I said before i ran off, away from CC.

"BROOKE! WAIT PLEASE!" I heard him yell behind me, he was chasing me, i knew my legs would give way and he would catch up to me. I knew i should've told them but i didn't want them to worry and besides, things had just started falling into place.

I ran as fast as my legs would let me, but CC was pretty tall, well taller than me so he caught up pretty quick. I continued to run though, i wasn't stopping. The faster i ran, the more tears fell onto my cheeks.

"Brooke please wait!!!" CC called again.

I didn't.

I ran.

As fast as i could.

I didn't know where, all i knew was i had to get away... For good....