My world slurred, faded at the edges
As I collapsed against the milky warm blanket,
that would soon absorb my blood
his sweat, drive to
Undo me, like a
piece of fabric
tugging, softly at first
at my threads, and then
when there was no result
tearing through my sheets
ruthlessly, hand over mouth
screaming bitter words that would
go unnoticed, unrehearsed as
they only existed inside my mouth
courage was not one of them,
so they would never escape the barriers
that he created, behind my lips
sealed
my tongue, tied
my hair, knotted into my
dark past,
My, Oh maybe that's why she doesn't like men
My, Oh perhaps that's why she's a lesbian now
My, let me save you
but oh please do not consider
that maybe my dark past
had nothing to with
my taste in women and
just my being that
was torn but not,
not shattered.
Oh No,
I do not give you such power.
YOU ARE READING
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PoetryHighest rank: #23 In poetry. A compilation of Poems about love, heart break, depression and everything in between really. Black, white, and of course, a dose of grey.