WOOOO I'M BACK AFTER A WEEK AND I'M REALLY SORRY GUYS!!! This is kinda a hard part to write in the story, plus I've got homework and finals coming up, so I won't be updating as often for the next week or so. This chapter is for Clare and Michaila (: Michaila told me she won't play me back in DrawSome until I'd updated so HERE IT IS! SHAY YOU BETTER PLAY ME BACK NOW! lol I hope you guys like this chapter. A bit dramatic (also short but hey, at least I updated!) xx Lindsay
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Brianna’s POV
I sat next to Louis on the way to the theme park. We were driving behind Holly, Liam, Niall and Vanessa. The four of us (minus Louis) were joking around, singing along with Adele on the radio.
“Hey Harry, speed up so we can pass them.” I chuckle. Harry nods, stepping on the gas. I quickly roll down my window and stick my head out. As we zoom bye I scream, “SEE YA THERE SUCKERS!!” sticking my tongue out at them.
“Geez Bri get your head in the car!” Louis shouts at me, grabbing my hand and yanking me back inside. I roll my window up and pout at him. He just sighs and stares out his window. What’s he got stuck up his ass today? I shake the thought out of my head and start singing along again with Harry and Zayn. I glance over at Louis again, his hard stare putting me off a bit. I decide not to let him ruin my fun at the park. I hop out of the car and jog ahead of him, Harry and Zayn to meet the others at the entrance.
We head down the main path of the park, Niall, Liam and Zayn all running ahead excitedly. I’m walking with Holly and Vanessa, while Louis and Harry are ambling behind us, deep in conversation.
“What’s up with Louis?” Vanessa asks, tapping me on the shoulder.
“Good question.” I say. Holly gives me a quizzical look. “Okay I don’t know what’s up with him today, he’s been in a crappy mood all day and he’s ignoring me and then when he decides to talk to me, he’s mean and so serious! I don’t understand.” Holly and Vanessa exchange glances, but I can’t understand what they’re telling each other. I quickly whip my head around to see Louis whispering to Harry while Harry is staring at me. He notices me staring and gives me and awkward wave, catching Louis’s eye who just looks up, his lips set in a line. I sigh and turn back around, watching the other three boys stop suddenly at a game booth.
“GIRLS COME PLAY WITH US!!” Niall shouts. We approach a balloon dart stand; the boys are already forking over the five dollar fee to play. Niall and Liam both hand Vanessa and Holly a few of their darts. Zayn looks up and offers me some of his as well but I shake my head, just watching them all completely miss the balloons. Liam is the only one who ends up hitting a balloon and he gives Holly the stuffed bear the employee hands him.
“Hmm where should we go now?” Zayn asks, hands in his pockets.
“I like bumper cars.” Harry states. I laugh at his blunt statement,
“Well the bumper cars are right around here. Does that sound good to everyone?” We all agree and make our way to the bumper cars. Thankfully the park is pretty empty today, so we all get in without having to wait in line.
“I’m gonna kill all of you.” Harry laughs.
“Bring it Styles.” Holly challenges, charging her car at him. Harry moves out of the way at the last possible second so that Holly crashes herself into the wall. “I’ll get you my pretty!!” she screeches, driving after him. I laugh and crash into Vanessa. I drive over and crash myself into Louis’s, who is avoiding everyone and just driving in circles. I grin at him and blow a kiss before driving away. A minute later I’m slammed from behind. Louis drives off laughing hysterically. Well it seems like he’s in a better mood… finally. After the bumper cars we walk around the park, making a big circle and making sure to ride everything. The last thing we do is ride the big roller coaster.
“I call riding with Harry!” Zayn yells, grabbing him and dragging him to the front car. The rest of us pair off, Niall with Vanessa, Liam with Holly and Louis with me. As the roller coaster takes off up the hill, I grab Louis’s hand. As much as I love roller coasters, I always like to have some reassurance from whoever I’m sitting with.
“Bri, there’s something I need to tell you…” He says. I look out at the view over the park.
“Mhmm.”
“Well the thing is… well I didn’t know how to tell you without you getting angry at me but… erm… we’re leaving for the rest of our tour tomorrow… we’ll be gone for about a month…” He finishes just as we go over the top of the hill. I yank my hand away, suddenly filled with anger. I scream at the top of my lungs, part from the excitement, part from surprise and another part from anger. As we shoot across the track I still scream. How can he do this to me? Not that I’m mad because we’re “dating” but mad because he didn’t tell me earlier. How can he expect me to be totally okay with this? That’s so… so unfair! The coaster comes to a stop inside the station. “Bri…?” He questions. I completely ignore him, unbuckling myself as quickly as possible and storming out of the ride, running down the street of the park. “Brianna! Wait!” I can hear him calling after me. This is just like the last time I ran away. I make a quick prayer that this time I won’t end up seeing Matt and Louis won’t end up in the hospital. I just keep running though, finding the nearest bathroom and locking myself in a stall. There’s no way he’d come into a full girl’s bathroom. “Bri, please talk to me. I don’t want to end it like this.”
“END WHAT? THERE’S NOTHING TO END!” I sob into my elbow.
“But Brianna, I… I just didn’t know how to tell you without you getting like… like this.” He mumbles.
“Just go away Louis. I don’t want to talk to you right now.” I continue to cry. I’m guessing he left since I don’t hear him anymore. Once I’ve cried myself dry, I get off the floor of the stall and look at myself in the mirror. My makeup is all smudged, making me look like a raccoon. I grab a tissue and wipe the rings of black off my eyes.
“You okay?” Holly approaches from the doorway of the bathroom. She gives me a knowing look before wrapping me in a hug.
“How… how could he do this to me?” I sniff.
“Hey, you’re not the only one they’re leaving behind.”
“No, no I know that, I just mean how can he dump this on me the day before and expect me to be okay with it?”
“I don’t know, he’s a boy, he’s dub. He just doesn’t understand.”
“How come Liam understands though?”
“Not to be cocky, but he’s a bit more mature than Louis is.” I slap her playfully on the arm and then smile. “Ahh! That’s the smile I like to see!” she says, wiping my fresh tears off my cheek.
“I love you Hol.”
“Love you too Bri.”
“So where did everyone go?” I ask.
“They all went home in Harry’s car. Liam left me his keys. I told him I’d probably be sleeping over at your house tonight. He’s gonna come by later and say goodbye. Now let’s go. You and I have an important date with the Notebook and two tubs of ice cream.” She puts her arm around my shoulders and leads me out to Liam’s car. I seriously don’t know what I’d do without her. And now I don’t know exactly what I’ll do without Louis either…
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I Should Have Kissed You (A One Direction FanFiction)
FanfictionBrianna's ex, Matt, was abusive. After their breakup she's made high walls around her heart. But when her best friend Holly introduces her to her boyfriend's bandmate, Louis, something changes. Will Louis be able to break down those walls and show h...
