Don't Worry Beautiful | Chance Sutton FanFiction |

Listen to me

Anthony came in dropping to his knees crying.
"Jordan god I fucking love you sister.."
I'm gonna have a lot of talking so imma just use a and j for them

A: explain please what happened
J: ya know I still don't completely remember
A: I can't understand why you did this to yourself babe
J: nobody understands unless you are the person I laugh
A: I never thought you would do this to me a second time
J: sorry babe I feel horrible
A: no I'm the one who triggered it with the prank I know how you are and I shouldn't have done it
J: tony don't it was my decision
A: I caused this j no backing out of it
J: don't you dare a i fucking love you bro
A: I'm sorry this happened again j.. I never want you to get hurt.
J: I know shhh....
it was at this point where Anthony kissed my bandage and layed in bed with me for half and hour tears strolling down his cheeks. He was there for me the first time I did this. He was always there for me. That damn Trujillo. I said goodbye to him with a kiss on the cheek as he walked out grabbing my next victim damn kade.

K: holy shit b are you okay!
J: im not but thanks
K: you had me in a shock when you had me as number two
J: your always there for me just like tony
K: that's because you know about my feelings toward you
J: maybe if things don't work out with Chance you can get to me first
K: you know I will jump the first time I get babe
J: stop your such a flirt
K: I told you I like you but if being with Chance is what you want okay
J: dammit I love you
K: love you more babe
Kade got off the edge of my bed and came up kissing my lips. He was completely different then Chance. He was more hungry but sexier. We separated pinky promising not to spill about the kiss to anyone. And with that he was gone
Welcome jake Paul

Jp: dammit Jordan
J: nice to see u to
Jp: I'm so sorry
J: I know
Jp: I want you to know team ten will always be there for you.
J: I know
Jp : and we will always love you no matter what scars you have
J: and I'll always be greatful for you
Jake hugged me and gave me a kiss on the forehead before sending in dearest Erica
E: omg girl you had me so worried
J: I know evryone is so upset and I feel bad about it
E: I never knew you had all these disorder they said you overdosed on anxiety and OCD pills.
J: that's usually not something I tell anyone
E: I wish we would've known. It also shocked me about the depression disorder when serious shit goes down that u develop
J: yea that really triggered it this time
E: I'm sorry that I didn't pay enough attention to see you hurting
J: thanks for being my mom e
E: that's for being my kid j

Erica left clearing up her running mascara sending in Tessa

T: Jordan
J: Tessa
T: don't scare me like that ever again got it
J: you know it bitch
For fourth five minutes we sat together in silence with her eyes closed and her hand tracing the bandage of my cuts. I close my eyes as well just letting her cope. She eventually got up
T: thank you for not leaving me

Now I wasn't looking foreword to Chances reaction. I was worried he would yell and scream and make me want to cry even more then I already am on the inside. I saw the boy walk into my room hood over his head looking down
C: Jordan... I am sorry
J: for what
C: for everything
J: what are you talking about Chance I love you
C: you shouldn't
J: why
C: because my dumbass almost killed you
J: no you didn't
C: yes
J: no
C: YES JORDAN DONT YOU SEE WHAT I DID TO YOU
J: you you YOU DUMBASS I DID THIS YOU SEE THESE CUTS THEY WILL FADE INTO MY SCARS MY SCARS BECAUSE I CANT CONTROL MY SELF OKAY IT MADE ME FEEL LIKE I WAS BETTER AND AWAY FORM THE WORLD YOU DIDNT DO THIS TO ME I DID IT NOT YOU YOU DIDNT MAKE THE MISTAKE OF HURTING YOUR OWN BODY!!
It was dead silent in the room tears rolling down are cheeks slowly.
C: dammit you... you don't understand do you I love you so much it physically hurts me to see you like this
J: I love you so much that I made the choice to come back to this damn nasty world for you
C: well I'm glad you did and I'm not leaving you alone ever again baby I love you so much. Don't worry beautiful... ill always be here for you.
J: good chance.

Timeskip a week later

I was now allowed to leave the hospital after the rehab. I was given stronger mess to take and needed to be watched for a week. Which is why Chance and I were taking a vacation to Disney world in Florida. We arrived home and decided we wanted to have fun in the happiest place in earth. Before we left I made a video explaining everything about the situation and I apologized to the fans since I was not going to be uploading while I'm on vacation with Chance seeing as it's time for me to regain myself. We left for the airport early in the morning and I felt exposed as my cuts on my arm were exposed to the world. I felt ashamed and Chance wouldn't let me hide them because they were beautiful and apart of me and who I am. I was showered with kisses and hugs and would always be cuddled because his dumbass was worried about me way to much. We landed in the airport early evening grabbing Starbucks and heading to the Disney magical express. Once arrived at the resort we were staying in (obvi the Polynesian bc it's my fave in Disney) we were able to go into are room right away. We showered and changed into pjs before laying down watching lilo and stitch. My phone buzzed and my mother was calling.
M: hey babe you doing good
J: yep
M: I wanted to wish you goodnight since your east coast time
J: thanks mom
M: can I talk to Chance babe
J: yep here he is
M: how's my baby
C: she's good don't worry miss keplen im keeping her safe
M: thank god babe did you get her fathers blessing
C: yep no doubt about it 
M: how big is it
C: just perfect I'll send you pictures when we're having fun
M: good dead alright love you both and sleep well goodby Chance
C: bye miss Keplen
She was already passed out by the next time I looked at her. I posted a picture of her sleeping on my snapchat captioning it my sleeping beauty❤️ why the fuck won't this work tf