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Tears stained my cheeks

and the Advil calmed down my pounding headache.

My stomach was empty

and my chest was crushed.

It was nearing nighttime now,

and I haven't left my bed since making it back home.

Deciding to put my misery to the side for just a moment,

I sat up in bed

before turning on my phone.

The sounds of new messages pinged from my device,

and sighing,

I opened them up.

  Tears prickled in my eyes

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  Tears prickled in my eyes. 

She didn't remember

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She didn't remember.

I clenched my teeth.

My hands gripped my phone so tightly

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My hands gripped my phone so tightly

they turned white.

Not being able to read the rest,

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Not being able to read the rest,

I threw my phone across the room with so much force,

it left a slight dent in the wall.

Anger

and confusion

and pain

were swirling inside my head,

and I didn't know what to do anymore.

Of course she didn't remember.

A knot formed in my throat.

Closing my eyes for a second,

I got up from my bed,

grabbed my jacket

and walked down the stairs and out my front door.

I thought I was drained of all my tears today,

but I proved myself wrong once again.

~Sarah

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