Fan, but not a fan

Chapter 3

Chapter 3

Jane POF

Some days want by. Seeing Jay at school. Talking sometimes as I hung with my friends. Them still having no clue I'v been talking to him or what not. It's not like I tried so they didn't. It just how it went. Some how when we pump into each other it was always when I'm alone. For that to happen is rare. I am practically with a least one friend at some point. Aspashly Zana. We are like joined at the hip. Well not always but a lot.     

Friends and I are talking on are way home. Then everyone gets a call or text wile I don't. They all say they have to go, having something they need to do or be. I say bye as they leave me alone to walk. Even Zana had somewhere to be.

I think to my self. Wondering why lately I have alone. I usually am with a least one friend. It's uselessly hard not to be. I guess that's just how it is right now. I got to go practice my dancing if I'm going to have any chance at getting on the team. Going on my way. As usual I'm lost in my thoughts not noticing what I may be bumping into. I than feel a thump. I come out of thought and see Jay laying on the ground.

Looking down I say, "I'm so sorry. Got lost in thought. I really should look were I'm going more then wondering. I'm so bad. At this rate one of us may get a contusion."

Jay says wile I help him up, "Umm.... Who are you? Do I know you and do you know who I am?"

"Oh no what have I done. I mindlessness really did do bad. What am I going to do."

Jay sees me so worded, wishing now that he didn't play such bad trick on me. Says, "Got ya. I'm fine relax. I didn't know you care so much."

Getting mad I say, "What so thats funny to ya, is it. What if it really did happen, what then. Maybe then I'd think your joking and your not. Grr boys." I walk away not looking back. Feeling a gust of wind go by me. In no time Jay is next to me.

"I thought my mad walk away told you it all. Pleas go now before I slap you. I am not a violent girl." Walking  away so I didn't get the urg. "So go now!"

"Oh come on. I'm so sorry. Yes boys are grr. They don't think. Just as I didn't at that moment. So come on slap me. I deserve it."

"No, didn't you hear me, I'm not a violent girl and I don't want to start."

"Yes, but I'm not leaving. So if you have the urg do it. Come on."

I really try not to. Hating doing so, but looking at him just caped making me mad. With no control I slap him right on the cheek. I see him flinch saying, "Oh my gosh. I really did it now." I felt so bad I ran off so fast he had no chance to stop me. I ran all the way to the park and sat next to the pond looking down at it.

Jay/Jesse POF

Laying my hand on my hurting cheek I say to my self. Woo that girl has strong force. Well I did deserve that. I just can't believe I made her run away. I can be so stupid. I just wanted to get to know her bater. I probably blow it for life. Betting she never will want to talk to me again. Guys are stooped. Me being one of them. I know right. Some times wish I was more like a girl. Well yes they do stupid things too, but still.

Trying to find Jane to see if we can talk this out. Having no luck. I walk home hoping she will still talk  to me at some point.

Jane POF

Still sitting at pond, wishing what I did never happened. What, so I have a violent side to me after all. Well I did worn him if he didn't go. I just can't believe I really did do it. Something in me just took over. Ok I should stop thinking about it. It's not like I'v know him for that long. Only hung out ones and talked at school. As I do need to practice my dancing if I'm going to have any chance at gating on the team. That should be what maters then me feeling bad I hit a guy, well slap, that I barley know.