Don't Judge a Book by...the Nerd! Letters to Letters

Don't Judge a Book by...the Nerd!!! Letters to Letters 39 (Real 1)

~After-school~

So, everyone meet up at the mall separately. I took my time and went back home just to talk to Jeremy really quickly. He doesn't seem happy at all. I sighed while shutting the house door behind me while, walking to the living-room. He was in the couch, starring at the blank black t.v screen. I said while sitting beside him

"Alright, what do you have to talk about?"

He don't say anything to me, I sighed and sat closer to him. I placed my hand on his shoulder and said 

"Sorry, for the way I been acting at school. I just found out that my brother doesn't trust me anymore and someone told him about Bruce....i-i-it just haven't been my day today."

He looked at me with a look of guilt that when, it struck me...he told Kevin. I said while pulling my hand away

"You don't tell Kevin, did you?"

He don't answer right away...I can feel the angry building up in me again. I said while getting up

"How could you, Jeremy?"

He got up and I walked away from him, he grabbed my hand. I snatched my hand from him and I said loudly

"How could you do that to me, jer? That's n-n-not fuckin funny."

I walked to the door but, he blocked my way. He was about to freak out...in fear of what I would say or do to him. At the moment, I don't care. I was ready to busted out in tears,  I said to him loudly

"Move out of my way, Jeremy."

He shook his head and said while looking at me with pleading in his eyes

"Could you please forgive me?"

I said better yet, yelling

"Just because, you told my brother of a forming relationship me and Bruce and me telling Bruce my secret. You think I can forgive you so easily. Jeremy, that fuckin hurts me....Kevin is the only family member just because, of that I don't know if I-I can look at him in the eyes anymore. I know he doesn't trust me now and...its all your fault."

He gasped and looked at trying to search my eyes for anything. I knew that tears were falling down my cheeks. I was to upset at the moment. He looked like he wanted to say something but, he don't at all. He moved out of my way and I ran out of the house. I ran to my car, and quickly drove out of the drive way. I just drove to the mall. I was crying my eyes out and I barely noticed that my friends was at my car door ready to do a surprise attack but, they stopped when I wiped my tears.

I gasped when, I seen them stand at my door with a can of silly spray and they had a frown on their faces. I turned my look from them and I was searching for tissue but, I turned my head to see Asia and Amy holding tissues with a frown upon, their faces.

I had to open my car doors and they girl all got in and they were questioning the crap out of me. I just told part of the truth, I did told them about how Kevin is going to hate me and I don't tell the part about me and Jeremy having a fight. 

They tried to cheer me up the best they can and I just let it happened. Knowing deep down that I just screwed up thing with Kevin and most importantly Jeremy crush for more than a few months. I sighed and had my head on the steer wheel and I said

"Tonight, I'm partying si hard that I would't remember nothing."

Amy was protesting against the idea but Asia said with a smirk

"I'll go hard with you too."

I sighed and that just sealed the deal with me and Asia. Soon, later we all got out of my car and took off walking to the mall. We found the boys at the game-room. Bruce instantly stop playing the pin ball game and he came to me, he engulf me into a warm hug. I had my arms around his neck while his was wrapped around my waist. He kept saying