Lost Boy...

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(Warning includes Self- Harm and Suicide So Please Skip If A Trigger)

Anchor Beach won the robotics competition and I was slowly coming around much more. Today was the fair for my brother I slipped on my shirt over my blue jeans and red converse..

 Today was the fair for my brother I slipped on my shirt over my blue jeans and red converse

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Once we were at the fair everything was going good we had signatures but they were enough.. Emma was next to Jesus I was with Mariana..

"Hey did you ever talk to Jesus after the whole Emma situation?" Mariana said

"No but I will eventually... but there's something I need to tell you... it might hurt you but I need tell you and Jesus." I said

"What is it--" Mariana said as she was interrupted by Mat I walked away and sat on the ledge by myself until Emma sat next to me.. as much I wanted to hit her I couldn't because she was sad also because of me

"Hey... look about the whole Jesus sleeping with me... he didn't or never did I said that to piss you off... because I know how much you mean to each other." Emma said with her head down

My heart broke because I lost my virginity to Mat only to her back at Jesus for sleeping with Emma but he didn't... I didn't know how to feel or how to say what I needed to say..

"Hey Emma can you give this to Mariana and Jesus." I said pulling out two notes out of my back pockets..

"Sure but aren't you staying?" She said

"Not really... it's---I really miss my brother and all of this makes me miss him more..So imma gonna go." I said walking towards my old home with the killer man.. once I got there he was gone and I walked on the kitchen where jack blood stain remained. I laid down next to it and cried my eyes out..

"Jack I'm sorry... I've failed you.... I didn't keep my promise..." I said in between tears I got up and went to my old room and went to my hidden stash of razors that I kept when I use to cut.. I grabbed on and thought about jack

*Flashback*

"Carter.... WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!?" Jack said

"I---- I---- I--- Can't live here anymore jack... he's so mean to us and he beats you... I'm sorry." I cried in my sheets

"So... your gonna leave me here with him...? I'll go with you....." jack said grabbing a razor

"No don't.... I don't wanna see you die..." I said wiping my tears away

"Then put away the razor... and stop this..." he said hugging me

*FlashBack Ended*

Mariana Pov:

"Hey Emma you seen Carter?" I said

"Yeah umm she told me to give you this and this one to Jesus." Emma said handing me a piece of paper

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