(Warning includes Self- Harm and Suicide So Please Skip If A Trigger)
Anchor Beach won the robotics competition and I was slowly coming around much more. Today was the fair for my brother I slipped on my shirt over my blue jeans and red converse..
Once we were at the fair everything was going good we had signatures but they were enough.. Emma was next to Jesus I was with Mariana..
"Hey did you ever talk to Jesus after the whole Emma situation?" Mariana said
"No but I will eventually... but there's something I need to tell you... it might hurt you but I need tell you and Jesus." I said
"What is it--" Mariana said as she was interrupted by Mat I walked away and sat on the ledge by myself until Emma sat next to me.. as much I wanted to hit her I couldn't because she was sad also because of me
"Hey... look about the whole Jesus sleeping with me... he didn't or never did I said that to piss you off... because I know how much you mean to each other." Emma said with her head down
My heart broke because I lost my virginity to Mat only to her back at Jesus for sleeping with Emma but he didn't... I didn't know how to feel or how to say what I needed to say..
"Hey Emma can you give this to Mariana and Jesus." I said pulling out two notes out of my back pockets..
"Sure but aren't you staying?" She said
"Not really... it's---I really miss my brother and all of this makes me miss him more..So imma gonna go." I said walking towards my old home with the killer man.. once I got there he was gone and I walked on the kitchen where jack blood stain remained. I laid down next to it and cried my eyes out..
"Jack I'm sorry... I've failed you.... I didn't keep my promise..." I said in between tears I got up and went to my old room and went to my hidden stash of razors that I kept when I use to cut.. I grabbed on and thought about jack
*Flashback*
"Carter.... WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!?" Jack said
"I---- I---- I--- Can't live here anymore jack... he's so mean to us and he beats you... I'm sorry." I cried in my sheets
"So... your gonna leave me here with him...? I'll go with you....." jack said grabbing a razor
"No don't.... I don't wanna see you die..." I said wiping my tears away
"Then put away the razor... and stop this..." he said hugging me
*FlashBack Ended*
Mariana Pov:
"Hey Emma you seen Carter?" I said
"Yeah umm she told me to give you this and this one to Jesus." Emma said handing me a piece of paper
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Promise Us?
FanfictionCarter Downey is the older sister of Jack Downey. His death takes a toll on her but she willing to look past that. She meets Jesus Foster who changes her world but Emma steps in the way of them actually being together would Jesus and Carter ever be...