Who Even Cares [Bio Book]

28. HELP ME PLEASE I'M BEGGING YOU

This might be kind of weird but I'm getting this feeling I used to get in like March of last year....? So for those people who were with me in the beginning, March of last year was one of the worst times of my life.

And now I'm starting to feel the same way again cause some stuff happened in the last few days that were EXTREMELY similar to what was going on back then and I'm just scared I guess.

But this time I don't have anything to look forward to like I did last year. Last March I had a concert I was going to by the end of the month. And that was the only thing that was keeping me from snapping.

(except for when I met a few certain people *cough* you know who you are)

But this time around I have nothing to look forward to. At all. And with my recent feelings, the whole thing feels like 10 times worse than it probably really is.

Ehh who cares I'm just rambling now

2-15-17