Who Even Cares [Bio Book]

22. thank you note

so I wanna thank Violence_In_Silence for staying with me this morning while I was having a total nervous breakdown and for keeping me from killing myself or doing any other stupid crap that I might've possibly regretted or that might've landed me in the hospital. Means the world to me :)

But anyway what basically happened was all the stress from recently just got to me and I just had a meltdown and I think I said stuff about how I couldn't wait to die and how I hate my life (which I do. I hate my life)

After today though, I look at things a bit differently though. I still hate my life, but I have hope for the future. I know I'm gonna leave this hell someday and go somewhere where I can feel good about myself and where I can accept myself. I just know it's not gonna be for awhile and that's the only thing that really concerns me but I know I will get out of here someday.

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2-8-17