Truly, Madly, Deeply

Half A Heart

-DAY ONE-

Harry put his hand and pressed it onto Louis cut to stop he bleeding, he used his other hand to call 911. They arrived 15 minutes later and Harry rode with Louis in the ambulance, the other boys followed behind them. When they arrived at the hospital Louis was taking to surgery and Harry was forced to stay in the waiting room. After three hours the boys left to go to sleep but Harry refused. He knew this was all his fault, he should never have pushed Louis away.

"Family of Louis Tomlinson?"

I stood up and made my way to the short doctor standing in the door way. She had brown wavy hair, and she had chocolate brown skin and eyes.

"Hello, my name is Dr. Grey, you can call me Jasmine."

I nodded eagerly waiting for her to continue.

"Your friend Louis is ok, he lost a lot of blood thought which had put him in a coma-"

I let out a loud sob

"We aren't sure when he will wake up, but we think it'll be about a month or so.."

I nodded and she directed me to his room. When I walked in I instantly started letting more tears fall noticing how pale and lifeless his body looked. I sat at the chair next to his bed and took his hand in mine, I couldn't eve live I did this to the live of my life.

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Where am I?? I was sitting on a couch and I saw Harry crying over someone's body.. it was.. MINE?!?!? Am I dead?

"No"

"Who is that"

No one was around me?

"I'm in your head, I've just come to explain why you can see yourself. You aren't dead, this is just giving you a chance to see how hurting yourself affects others."

I nodded, I think I've seen a movie like this once. I watched as Harry cried his heart out, it hurt me to see the pain I caused the boy. I looked down at my feet and kept them there until I heard singing?

H:
So your friends been telling me
You been sleeping with my sweater
And that you can't stop missing me
Bet my friends been telling you
I'm not doing much better
Cause I'm missing half of me

And being here without you
Is like I'm waking up to
Only half a blue sky
Kind of there but not quite
I'm walking round with just one shoe
I'm half a heart without you
I'm half a man at best
With half an arrow in my chest
I miss everything we do
I'm half a heart without you

Forget all we said that night
No it doesn't even matter
Cause we both got split in two
If you could spare an hour or so
We'll go for lunch down by the river
We can really talk it through
And being here without you
Is like I'm waking up to
Only half a blue sky
Kind of there but not quite
I'm walking round with just one shoe
I'm half a heart without you
I'm half a man at best
With half an arrow in my chest
Cause I miss everything we do
I'm half a heart without you

Half a heart without you
I'm half a heart without you
Though I try to get you out of my head
The truth is I got lost without you
And since then I've been waking up to

Only half a blue sky (Only half a blue sky)
Kind of there but not quite
I'm walking round with just one shoe
I'm half a heart without you
I'm half a man at best (Half a man at best)
With half an arrow in my chest
Cause I miss everything we do
I'm half a heart without you

Without you [x2]
Half a heart without you
Without you [x2]
Half a heart without you

I wanted to hug him so badly but I every time I tried I just walked right though him. He ended up staying that night, the boys visited that morning and Harry told them what the doctor had told him. The boys all broke down but even though Liam wasn't doing much better he took all the boys to management to let them know, everyone except Harry. It was getting late and I figured why not try to get sleep, so I laid myself down on the bed next to my body and closed my eyes. I was almost asleep when I heard Harry speak up

H: "Louis, I'm not sure if you can hear me right now but I have something I've been keeping inside since I met you on the X Factor. I didn't want to ruin our relationship but all I did was ruin anyway. I needed to tell you that the reason I've been pushing you away is because- is because I-"

I sat up and waited patiently for him to continue, is because you what??? Harry!!!

H: "is because I love you."

I couldn't believe what I was hearing, all this time I thought we were just friends but Harry has had a crush on me. Did I like him back? I had never thought of him as more than a friend. Harry moved to the couch and fell asleep so I lay back down at the hospital bed and closed my eyes, wondering what I was gonna do about the whole situation.