Take Me Back

Chapter 20

When I woke up, maliwanag na so I decided to get my phone and look what time is it.

It's 7 o'clock. Pumunta ako sa bathroom para maghilamos dahilang ang sakit ng ulo ko. Paglabas ko sa living room nakita ko si Den,Ella at Amy na tulog pa.

Naaawa ako at the same time nagui-guilty din dahil pati sila nadadamay sa kalokohan ko.

"Ang sarap ng tulog nila noh? Puyat kasi yang mga yan eh."

Nagulat ako sa nagsalita, si Bea lang pala holding a coffee.

"Sorry ha? Pati kayo nahihirapan at nadadamay sa katangahan at kalokohan ko." I said while still looking at them.

"It's okay. That's what friends are supposed to do, be with each other. Do you want coffee?" She asked.

I nod then we go to the kitchen para kumuha ng kape ko.

"You know what,Ly. Hindi ko maisip kung paanong ang isang lalaki nabago ka ng ganyan. I've known you for being a strong and diligent woman and yet a Kiefer Ravena lang pala ang makakapag-pahina sayo." Natatawang sabi nya.

"Even myself Bei don't know the answer eh. I asked myself almost a million time kung bakit si Kief pa din. Kaso wala eh, ang nakukuha ko lang na sagot ay kasi mahal ko sya, mahal na mahal." Sagot ko.

"Love is really powerful Ly, kayang kaya kang kontrolin nito. One day you were very happy and then the second day you were broken, parang nung isang araw lang lumilipad ka tapos bigla kang ibabagsak ng walang pasabi."

"Well, I guess it is. Pero sometimes, it is the memories that keeps us from moving on. Those memories that must be left with the past is joining us in our present. Baka kasi yung memories lang yung nakaka-miss, hindi yung taong kasama mo dun." I said to her.

"I'm a little bit disagree with your thought. Memories are memories, you can't repeat it by replacing another person on it. What you've done is what you have, Ly. There are two kinds of memories, the memories that makes you stronger and the memories that still keeps you in pain. Dapat alam mo kung ano yung dapat pang i-keep at yung dapat mong kalimutan." Sabi nya.

I never thought Bei would be so poetic when it comes to love. But I'm happy that atleast I can have some advices.

"So what should I do, Besh?" I asked her.

"Learn to let go,Ly. Kung babalik man sya, try to talk to him to have some closure on what both of you has before. Ly, closure is the first step in letting go, believe me Ly, baka kasi yun na lang yung kulang kaya hindi ka pa makapag-let go." She answered me while holding my right hand.

"Lalo ka lang mahihirapan kung gagawin mong big deal sayo ang pagbabalik nya. Remember, you started as friends and you can also end up everything in just being friends again." Dugtong nya pa.

Habang nagu-usap kami ni Bei, I can see in her eyes na parang naexperienced nya na ang nararamdaman ko ngayon.

Tama si Bei, I need to compose myself first. Kung may panghahawakan kaming dalawa ni Kief, yun ay ang friendship namin before. We promised each other na when things not work out in good, we will save our friendship para walang manghinayang saming dalawa.

"Uhmm.. Besh, bakit ganun ka-lalim ang mga hugot mo ngayon ha? Did you experienced this feeling na din ba?" I asked her and chuckled.

"Yes,Besh. More than that pa." Agad agad nyang sagot.

I was shocked, really shocked. Naranasan na ni besh to kaya pala ganun ganun na lang sya kung magbitiw ng mga salita sakin.

I hug her and say sorry.

"Besh, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to throw that memories back on you" I said worriedly.

"No need to say sorry,Ly. I'm already done with that, I already moved on. Actually, right now we're good friends as I would say. Alam mo kung pano nangyari yun? Kasi na-realize naming dalawa na closure na lang pala ang wala kami para maka-alis na kami sa nakaraan. And when it happens, mas lalo kaming naging close at bumalik yung friendship namin noon." She said while smiling.

I smile to her and hug her. Sana kami din ni Kief maging ganun, di man ma-save yung relationship namin as lovers, kahit yung friendship na lang na meron kami. Okay na ako dun.

"Kief, ready na akong harapin ka." Bulong ko sa sarili ko.

Okay! Para po sa mga iniwan at nasaktan dyan na hindi maka-move on, para sa inyo ang chapter na'to :D Sana may mapulot kayong aral mula sa mga sinabi ni ate Bea :)
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