There's A Thin Line Between Love And Hate

Maybe Just Maybe I wont Regret This

I wiped away my tears. “For what Jay?” I asked.

“How do you know it’s me?” He asked me glancing down at me.

“Your cologne,” I respond.

“Oh”

I apart myself from him. “How did you get in here anyway?”

“Kayleen told me to check up on you. And to tell you she is spending the night at Ashley’s” He informed me.

Great, she was really upset then. I should probably go talk to her after she cools down. If I go right now I’ll probably make things worse than necessary. Jay smiles at me.

“I’m really am sorry,” His voice sounded sincere. “I never meant to tell you. I never meant to make you and Andy fall apart,”

I chuckled dryly. “That was going to happen anyway,” I told him.

“Why?”

“He would’ve gone with Scout anyway. He would’ve felled back into her arms eventually.”

“No, he wouldn’t,” He shot back at me.

I rouse my eyebrow at him. “Oh really? He cheated on me Jay. Everything fell apart the moment you told me you liked me. But then again all I ever wanted was for my favorite guy singer to like me,” I responded.

Jay sighs, he grabs my hand and began playing around with my fingers. “The last thing I wanted was to like you but your just so lovable it makes it hard not to love you,” He said.

Hje drops my hand. We both stared at each other. Did I hear right? Did he just say he loves me. Jay sat there shocked from what he had just blurted out.

“I-Oh shit. That wasn’t suppose to come out,” He quickly tried to save himself.

I shook my head laughing softly. “Its okay,” I reassured him.

“No, I shouldn’t have said that!” He responded.

“Jay its okay! Can you help me up please?” I sticked out my hand waiting for him to pull me up.

His warm hand grabbed mine and like nothing he picked me up to my feet. I limped past him walking to the kitchen. For someone who found out that their ex-boyfriend and her idol loves her; Im taking it pretty well. Jay comes up to me staring at me oddly.

“I’m sorry-” I cut him off.

“It’s fine. Don’t worry about it,” I reassured him again.

He put his forehead on mine. His cold breathe hitting my face. His full lips trembled; his eyes burned with mine. I felt as he wrapped his arm around me, he slams my body tightly against his.

“You don’t know how bad I want to kiss you right now,” He whispered.

“T-then kiss me,” I stuttered.

His lips brushed against mine, my body tensed up. He looks at me and he closes his eyes and plants his entire lips on mine. My body relaxed completely. I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him back. My heart was racing rapidly; I was sure he could feel like.

My back presses against the wall; Jay leaves love bites down my neck. I quickened as his moist lips touched my collar bone. I brought his face back to mine and kissed him passionately. I wrapped my legs around his waist using him as a supporter as I devoured his lips.

He apart from me breathing heavily. “Lets not do something we will regret later,” He told me, putting me down on the ground again.

“Why would I regret this?” I asked him, confused.

I knew exactly what I was getting myself into. Jay was no Andy and Andy was no Jay but one had their chance already with me and they failed to prove me they were worth it. I know with Jay he wouldn’t leave me for his ex-girlfriend. He wouldn’t lie to me. Why? Because he isn’t afraid to hurt my feelings.

“Andy. Even after all of this he is still my best friend,” He said. “Plus, you probably love him the same why he loves you,” He added.

“Andy had his chance. He decided to give it up for Scout and that’s not my problem anymore. I’m old enough to know what I want. And Jay I want you,” I told him planting a kiss on his lips.

(The following scene will not be extremely detailed but it at the same time it will! If you don’t like reading that then scroll down until you see another bolded print thank you and enjoy;) )

Jay kissed me back but this time it was more passionately. Even though from the outside I was calm from the inside I was dying. I was kissing Jay, a guy I thought I would never meet, never have a chance with.

He picks me up making me wrap my legs around his waist. Our lips never torn apart from each other. He walked us to my room; he slammed the door shut. He stumbled back slamming his back against the door. I smirked against his lips. His warm tongue passes through my bottom lip asking for permission. Our tongues danced together; I felt my back hit my sheets.

Jay got on top of me smirking at me evilly. I couldn’t help but to chuckle; he bends down kissing me again. His hands explored under my shirt they touched every single part of it not missing a single thing. I ran my fingers through his hair tugging on the lightly every time a park went through me. Slowly our clothes came off eventually no fabric was between us.

My nails dig on Jay’s back; his sweating body clashing with mine. I wrapped my arms around his neck bringing him down with me; I buried my face in his neck. In a very long time I hadn’t felt safe; I know it was not the moment to think about things but I couldn’t help but to realize every time Jay was around I felt like myself. I felt like I could be me with him and he was the only one who could stand my behind.

(It ends)

He bites down on my shoulder causing me to shriek. He chuckles softly.

“Meanie,” I whispered, breathing heavily.

His soft moist lips was the last thing I felt before I fell asleep.

Knock. Knock. Knock.

My eyes fluttered open; I glanced to my side to find Jay holding me against him. I moved his arm around me and grabbed his hoodie throwing it over me. My body jumped with excitement as last nights moments came back to me. I ran my fingertips on my lips.

Jay’s lips felt so different to me. They tasted amazingly; he was just amazing. I smile. Knock. Knock. I growl.

“I’m coming!” I shouted.

I swung the door open and that smile I had on my face dropped. “Andy what are you doing here?”

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Didnt I tell it was going to get good;)

So I say Team Jay Or Team Andy?

Thanks for the wait:)

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