Try To Keep The Pace

Has someone broke in?

Before she could depend the kiss I heard the front door open and Madison calling after me.

"Riley! Are you upstairs?"she asked and I pulled away from Dani immediately.

"Y-yes!"I yelled for her to hear. My face was flushed and I was too embarrassed to look into Dani's consuming brown eyes,that I felt burning into my head in that very moment. For some unknown reason I was praying for Madison to call me downstairs, which is a pretty big thing,because I don't really ask the big guy up in heaven to do me things. I know he's busy and has better things to do than to listen to my pointless rants and asks...I'll be honest,I'm just too lazy to do so. Unfortunately Madison wasn't planing on saving me from the thing that I yearned the most for so long.

"Okay. I just came home to change. I'm going out for tonight. I'll be back later!"she replied and before I could have called her back I heard the front door slam shut. Madison was gone and I was once alone with Dani..my girlfriend... She was looking at me with nervous eyes and I was string back at her with my own embarrassed one. Why am I like this?! She's my girlfriend now,I should feel like the luckiest person alive! Tho this all was pretty sudden and I don't know what to think about it. I gulped because I was about to do something really stupid.

"Dani..."I said her name,but it felt different now. It sounded almost foreign and somehow wrong. I didn't what was happening. Maybe it was because we are together now. Or maybe,because I'm starting to get some sort of accent. Anyway Dani's eyes focused on me and waited for me to continue. I took a deep breath,preparing myself -just like last time- and leaned forward. I want to make sure. I want to make sure that I like her. That I want to be with her. Dani knew what I was about to do,so she leaned forward with her eyes half closed. My lips touched hers and I felt...that I wanted more of it. Not sure if I wanted more of a contact like that,or I wanted more of Dani. Its weird. I must be a selfish prick again. I'm not satisfied enough with Dani's kisses. But I should be more than satisfied...yet why do I feel like this? I know! Its because if Alice! She stole my first kiss and made want more of that kind of kiss. That first,electrical one. Damn you Alice!

Dani after some hesitation returned the kiss. It was sweet just like I remembered it. I felt her lips twitch a little bit,not sure if it was because she wanted to smile or because of the shivers I might be sending her. However neither of us broke the kiss. It was simply closed mouth one. I was scared to open my mouth and all and she...well I don't know about her. My heart was racing so much that it even hurt a bit.

I guess that's how love works. 

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 After Dani left,seeing that it's not the late,I went over to Alice. Slice always managed to find her way into my thoughts. I don't hate her,I guess I never did. She was just a bitch who I disliked very much. Ever since she got into that accident and I have to go to her house every other day,I've seen a different side of her. Like in the hospital. She acted like a kid,she was kind ,fun and I even go that far to say the she looked cute. Although we can't forget that she was under medicines. Seeing people on drugs and medicines wasn't something new for me. I always visited Anna when she was in the hospital,but beside her I made some other friends in the hospital as well. Of course I didn't had that deep connection with them like with Anna,but regardless they were all dear for me. Visiting them came with that I saw them not only once under the influence of drugs. They only acted slightly different,not very much,thy still had their own personality,they never said things that were too weird for them and they never lied. Sure,sometimes they said they saw things,like a balloon in the corned of the room or a dark cat sitting by their bed,but that is want they saw. But there are always exceptions and I'm pretty  sure Alice falls under that category.