I like you

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Alison's pov
I was sitting in English class thinking about Emily; she was sitting in the desk right next to me. What Emily and I have is complicated, it's more than a friendship but less than a relationship. I know I take advantage of her a lot, I also know she's had feelings for me for awhile. The thing she doesn't know is I have feelings for her too, I'm just not really good at feelings; or anything that involves actual emotions. It's just not who I am. I'm also too afraid of of what people might think, I mean I'm queen bee. I know that's stupid but I like being queen bee, it makes me feel powerful; like I have meaning. Emily came out two months ago, and no ones said anything rude to her. I guess I'm just not as brave as my mermaid, that's one of the things that I admire about her. I looked at Emily and sighed, I couldn't help but feel sad. I mean I wish I had someone to talk to about this, all my other friends think I'm straight, my dad is homophobic, Jason is high all the time, and my mom doesn't really care. Emily glanced at me and furrowed her eyebrows, "Why are you staring at me?" She asked in a whisper so the teacher wouldn't hear. "Your hair looks really pretty today." I said which wasn't technically a lie, Emily always looks flawless, she blushed and looked down at her book. I smiled at the affect that I have on her, "Thanks Ali." She whispered and I smiled softly at her. I don't think I've ever been affection with anyone else the way I am with Em. But Emily's not everyone else, not even close; she's special, different. The bell rung snapping me out of my thoughts and I put my notebook in my backpack and got up. "So mermaid what's new?" I asked as she smiled at me and we walked out of class, "Paige took me to dinner yesterday." She said as my heart froze. "Paige took you on a date?" I asked and she furrowed her eyebrows, "Well I don't really think it was a date." She said and I stared at her as we walked to the cafeteria. "We just went to dinner at this new Italian restaurant downtown, then she walked me home." She said smiling lightly, "So a date." I said sternly and she shrugged. "Yeah I guess so." She said and my blood started to boil, out of all people she let pigskin take her on a date?! I can't believe Emily actually admitted it was a date! How could she?! "She's not even yours" a little voice in my head said and I sighed as Emily and I walked into the cafeteria. We sat at our usual table with our best friends Aria, Spencer, and Hanna. The girls were all talking about who knows what, and all I could think about was pigskin and Emily. Ugh, she deserves so much better, "you mean she deserves you" the little voice in my head said again and I held in the urge to roll my eyes. God even my conscience is teasing me now. "Hey Ali are you alright?" Spencer asked concerned snapping me out of my thoughts, "Uh yeah I'm fine why?" I asked bluntly and she eyed me carefully. "You've just been really quiet." She shrugged and I shrugged too, "I'm just bored, school is so lame." I lied and Hanna nodded. "I'm like this close to dropping out and becoming a stripper." She said and the other girls laughed, "You realize you have to be able to dance right?" Emily asked and Hanna gasped. "I can dance!" She said and Aria rolled her eyes, "Where?" She asked and all the girls bursted into fits of laughter and Hanna pouted. I stopped paying attention to them after that, the idea of Emily and pigskin on a date kept replaying in my head. It made my blood boil, it made me angry. I don't really know what this feeling is, I've never felt it before. All I know is I'm mad and I wanna rip pigskins head off. Pigskin and Emily were all I could think about the rest of the school day, when last period finally ended I was relieved. "Ali!" A familiar voice called out as I turned around and saw Emily walking towards me, "Hey Ali, we have a history project due tomorrow remember? It's at your place and we gotta finish it." She said and I groaned. "I totally forgot." I admitted and she giggled. "That's alright Ali, I'm just glad I caught you before you were gone." She said sweetly and I couldn't help but smile at her, God Pigskin doesn't deserve her. "Alright then lets go." I said as we started walking to my house, after we got to my house I remembered my mom and dad are out of town and Jason's at the lake house for the week. "No ones home." I said as we walked into my house and I shut the door behind me, we walked up to my room and we started working on our project. Emily sat next to me as she wrote down some stuff, I still couldn't stop thinking about her and pigskin. It made me angry, and sad, but mainly angry. It's like I'm angry at pigskin for taking Emily on a date, she's my Emmy, my mermaid. What gives her the right to take her out on a date? "Ali I can't just do this on my own I need your help." Emily said snapping me out of my thoughts and I looked at her, "Huh? Oh, sorry. Where were we?" I asked and she started explaining to me where we were in the project and I spaced out again. I mean out of all people Emily could've gone out with, it just had to be pigskin. I mean Emily knows I hate pigskin so why would she go on a date with her? Did she even enjoy the date? Will there be a second one? God please don't let there be a second date. "Ali!" Emily said loudly snapping me out of my thoughts again, "What?" I snapped and she sighed. "Ali why the hell do you keep spacing out?" She asked putting the project down and staring at me, "It's nothing, let's get to work I won't space out anymore." I said and she stared at me. I can tell she wanted to push more but she just grabbed our project and started talking again. What if Paige and Emily start dating? What if they fall in love? What if my Emily falls for pigskin? Ew gross. Ugh why am I still thinking about this? I wonder if they kissed last night, oh hell no. "Alright that's it." Emily said as she stood up and I stared at her confused, "Why the hell do you keep spacing out Ali?" She asked and I rolled my eyes. "Why do you care?" I asked rudely and she stared at me in disbelief, "Because I care about you Ali." She said and I looked at the floor. "I bet you care a lot about pigskin too." I mumbled, "What was that?" She asked and I still avoided eye contact. "What did you just say Ali?" She asked again and I looked up at her, "I said I bet you care a lot about Paige too." I said and she stared at me. "Is that what this is about? The fact that I went out on a date with Paige yesterday?" She asked and I continued staring at her, "Nope, I couldn't care less about your stupid date with stupid pigskin." I lied and she stared at me in disbelief. "Really Ali? Pigskin? What are you five?" She asked as she crossed her arms and I rolled my eyes, "If you're just gonna defend your little girlfriend then leave." I said rudely and she stared at me. "What the hell is your problem Alison?" She asked as I stood up, "My problem? My problem is that I like you, a lot. You make me happy, you make me laugh, you're smart, and you're a little crazy. You're... different Emily. And I just can't stand the thought of seeing you with someone else!" I yelled as she stood there shocked. After a couple of seconds I realized what I had said, I just admitted everything to her. We stood there in silence staring at each other for what felt like hours, I saw Emily's face expression change from shock to realization. "You... you were jealous." She said staring at me and I stared at her, "Excuse me?" I asked crossing my arms. "You were jealous that I went on a date with Paige last night. That's why you've been acting so weird, because you were jealous!" She said in realization and I scoffed, "Me? Jealous of pigskin? Please." I lied as I rolled my eyes. "Oh okay, i guess you wouldn't mind if I let her take me on a second date then." She said bluntly, "No!" I practically yelled and she stared at me. "Fine maybe I was a little tiny bit jealous." I said rolling my eyes and she smiled widely at me, "What are you smiling about?" I asked. "You like me." She said smirking and I rolled my eyes, "You said it like three minutes ago, you like me." She said smiling as I rolled my eyes and couldn't help but smile at her. "Of course I do, you're my mermaid." I said lightly as I moved closer to her and she blushed, "And no one is aloud to take my mermaid on dates, except for me." I practically growled as I smashed our lips together.

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