well fuck
i'm so sorry for not updating in so long, there's so much drama and other stuff i'm dealing with and everything is just messed up, i fucking hate it
this book and all you guys reading it is the best thing that ever happened to me, but when i try to write i just delete it immediately. i think it's because of myself, and all this stuff going on. i knew it was wrong when i started thinking 'i hate my writing' writing always made me happy but now its kinda different.
give me some time to make everything right again so my inspiration will come back and i'll be happy with it
i will update cheesy sometimes because it's really short and i dont have to think about it too much
thank you, dont hate me for this please
