"Now the night is coming to an end
The sun will rise and we will try again
Stay alive, stay alive for me
You will die, but now your life is free"
twenty one pilots - truce
t r o y e
o n e w e e k l a t e r
i felt matthew's eyes on me while i was checking if i had everything with me, making sure i wouldn't forget something to bring. after i knew i was completely done i looked at him, leaning on the wall, his eyes fixed on the ground.
'baby? i'm gonna go..'
he nodded and looked up at me. i stroke his cheek and pressed a kiss on his lips. this reminded me of when i was leaving connor.. god, i shouldn't be thinking about that. i hugged him tight. 'i'll be back soon, okay?'
he nodded again. 'talk to me..' i whispered.
'i'm sorry.. i'm just gonna miss you and.. please just stay safe.'
'i'll call you everyday baby.'
he nodded.
bye matthew, hello connor..
~
when i arrived at the airport i quickly texted connor, telling him i got here.
troye: just landed, where are you?
connor: at the parking lot. white car, you'll see me
troye: alright, omw
so when i got to the parking lot i could see someone leaning against a white car. oh god, that was connor. fuck, he's still so beautiful. wait what.
he saw me walking up to him and before i knew it we were both hugging each other. it wasn't a awkward hug, it felt good having him in my arms again. did i mention i was still taller than him? he's so cute. in a friendly way, you know.
'hi.' he whispered.
'hey.' i said. i couldn't help but smile a bit. yes, i did miss him. i will always care about him and i'll always support him.
i let go of him which made us both looking at each other, i knew i didn't change that much. but connor.. god.. his eyes were kinda red and he didn't look happy. he was smiling weakly at me, i knew he wasn't okay.
'should we get going?' he said.
'let's go.'
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on our way to his house i noticed a couple weird things. when the traffic turned green, i had to remind him. that happened a couple times. or he would have some issues with the car. like, he couldn't get the window open.
'connor are you.. are you okay?'
'yep. why?'
'i don't know.. you act weird..'
'o-oh.'
i knew something was going on. but i didn't know what.. maybe.. oh shit. he smelled like alcohol.
