"I dont.... "I flashed her a smile.
"Wait a second...."
I tried my best to stand up to go to the bathroom, to freshen up and to also wear UNDERWEARS.
Lauren helped me stand up.
"Will you be okay? Do you want me to accompany you?"
"I-m good Lauren, stay here for a while..."
Lauren nodded.
I left and took a quick shower.
I stared at myself in the mirror.
I still look sick. And my head is still aching, but the quick shower made me feel a little comfortable.
I grabbed another oversized shirt and a highwaist shorts, and underwear ofcourse.
"Yes..better..." I mummbled.
I rubbed a towel on my hair. Put on some gloss and perfume, and im good to go.
And now i have to gain strength to face Lauren.
I took a deep breath.
"Heart...mind. relax please,"
I went back to my room. It was all bright, the curtains was opened.
I saw Lauren, wandering around my room she's looking my wall with the photocollage section.
Lauren's side profile,its so stunning.
The way the light collides with her, she's the prettiest thing i have ever scene.
She smiled when she saw me.
"Wow, this photocollage, i have many pics in here, sadly i dont remember any of this moments....,"
If you could only remember all our memories together Lauren.
I stood up beside her.
"You see this pic?" I pointed my finger.
"its our first selfie together..."
She was amazed.
"....this one, is our groupie before our first performance as a group on XFACTOR.. look at Dinahs hair..."
I cant help but laugh. Lauren giggled.
"...and look at you... seemed like nothing has changed Camz, still looking adorably young.."Lauren stared at my picture.
"Yeah... nothing has changed,"
I mumbled, gazing at her.
She glanced at me. I tried to avoid looking at her, i grabbed the hairbrush then brushed my hair.
She wandered around my room.
"Do i often come to your room?" Lauren asked.
"You've been here several times before...." I said.
"I see, the ambiance is familiar..."
Lauren sat on the computer chair, she rolled the chair backwards but sat infront of me.
I pretended that i was busy combing my hair.
"The sun and the moon..." She spoke.
"W-what?" She caught my attention.
"You love the sun and moon? I noticed some posters, you even have this flag like thingy, with the sun and the moon logo..."
Lauren pointed out the flag at the top of my bedrest.
It was a sun and a moon flag like thing, a fan gave it to me when i was in Brazil. And i have many more items in my room with the sun and moon in it.
"Yeah. I love them, i think they really represent true love..." I said firmly.
"Hows that?" Lauren asked. She's looking at me. It's beginning to feel the planet green eyes again.
"...you see, the sun loved the moon so much, he pretty much died everynight to let her breathe. That is True love, its all about sacrifice, and thinking about the happiness of the person you love, even if it doesnt includes you.." I said firmly. I glanced at Lauren...
"Thats deep Camz," Lauren answered..
"I know....i am a deep person," I said.
We laughed. We shared a good laugh.
Its been a while. I miss this, its like we are teenagers again.
"So which one are you, the sun or the moon?" Lauren asked.
"I am the sun, i love the Sun, moon is adorable, but there's something about the Sun,"
"Well me, i am the moon," Lauren replied.
Yes Lauren, I AM THE SUN AND YOU ARE THE MOON...
I am amazed by whats happening. Her memories are unconsciously revealing itself.
Suddenly i felt a struck on my head.
"Ugh, this headache is killing me!",
I complained. I slightly massaged my head then sat on my bed
"Camz, are you okay?" Lauren moved the chair closer to me.
"My head is hurting so bad again..."
I answered in pain.
"Hey, i'll massage your head,"
Lauren quickly placed her hand on my head then she started massaging it.
It feels like heaven.
It lessen my pain.
I closed my eyes to feel the pressure of her hands
"Are you feeling okay now?" Lauren asked.
"Yes... thats so good Lauren." My eyes are still closed.
I slowly opened my eyes, i was so stunned when i saw Lauren infront of me. We are like 5 inches apart away from each other. I could feel her breathing.
Our eyes met.
Her eyes.
Her green emerald eyes, it was so inviting.
Her lips. i glanced at her lips, it looks so heavenly soft.
"Camz.." Lauren called my name, i didnt know what happened next. I was lost and magnetized, i just had to do it. I leaned forward and gave her a quick kiss.
QUICK KISS ON THE LIPS.
It was like 2 seconds, our lips connected. I kissed her. WTF did i do..
"Oh shit!"
I am so embarassed, i grabbed a pillow then covered it to my face.
"Damn, im sorry, i got carried away..."
SHIT CAMILA. WTF!
"Camz.. hey, its alright.." Lauren spoke, she tried to make me calm.
Its alright?
"You're not mad?" I withdrew myself from the pillow.
"Yeah, i mean, haven't we kissed like that before? We are bestfriends, and bestfriends kinda does that?... right?" Lauren was smiling, and she's not mad.
"N-no," I lied.
"Mmm, we dont usually kiss on the... lips..." I mumbled. Still embarassed.
She shook her head then smiled.
"So it was our first kiss then..."
"Im really sorry Lo.."
"Its okay Camz, i would do the same too,"
I almost died.
"W-what?" I want her to repeat what she said.
"I said..." Lauren spoke, gazing at me. "I also wanted to kiss yo,--,"
"Camila! Lauren! C'mon down i made a snack for you girls,!!!!"
My mom shouted.
TF mom! Wrong timing.
I saw a relief on Lauren's face.
"L-lets go?" I asked her.
"After you Camz," She spoke, flashing a smile on me.
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