Don't Judge a Book by...the Nerd! Letters to Letters

Don't Judge a Book by...the Nerd!!! Letters to Letters 34

"Don't talk to my daughter that way. I may have been an horrible parent to the both of them but, I never in my life went that low, Tony."

He looked at her with an angry face and spitted out

"WE ALL WOULDN'T BE LIKE THIS IF SOMEONE WOULDN'T HAVE TO BE SELFISH AND SLEEP WITH MY BEST FRIEND, APRIL " 

She gasped and was about to say something but, I cutted in

"No, if any of you wouldn't have to be selfish at all. We would still be a happy family. But, you had to go and cheat and he had to be abusive to me and Kevin for your mistake. You both are mentally messed up and me and my brother doesn't want nothing to do with that...At all. So, fuck off, and cut the bull shit of trying to be really parents."

I clutched onto Kevin and said to him

"Kevin drive me to get help. I can't take staring at the sight of 2 stupid and selfish parents."

He don't say anything at all but, he carried me to the car and he said while placing me in

"Nice job, couldn't do better myself."

I let a sad chuckle passed my cheeks while, I just focus on my knee. I would let a tear slid my cheeks everytime thinking I could have got a scholarship if I don't got hurt and it's not even my senior night yet. I wiped my tears away and Kevin said while making a turn to the hospital parking lot

"Does it hurt real bad Gwen?"

I said while balling my fist and just stiffed softly

"Yes, it hurts so much, Kevin."

His frowned deepen while looking at my knee then, back looking for the closest parking space to the emergency doors. I was just thinking about losing a scholarship for getting hurt. I couldn't think of anything else. I barely realized that Kevin, turned the car off and carried me in. I started crying all over again...I felt completely useless right now. Just thinking about the crappy day how I caught Jeremy kissing Claire and how I just pretty much broke my knee. Everything was a mess and I couldn't fix any of it.

I don't noticed that I was in a room with my knee propped up and the doctors running testes on it. I don't feel the shot to make everything numb. I don't realized that I was put to sleep to have surgery. But I can feel the pain but, my mouth couldn't make a sound. It was like I was on cloud 9, the other thing I can think about is how Kevin was running in Walmart with a cape. 

*Extra*

I was woken up after an 8 hour surgery. My eyes was burning from the the dryness of my tears I been crying for a long time. I was stuck in the hospital for at least a week until, it starts to heal. I never been this upset at in myself before. I turned my sight to the window just saying a silently prayer to getting better soon. I don't noticed that there was people in here. Until, someone said 

"Gwenni Bear."

I looked to see its Kevin, Asia, Amy, Bruce and Erin. I looked at my brother and he had a huge frown on his face and I just broke down again. He of course, handle me tightly and I said while clutching to him

"I'm so sorry, Kevin. I'm the worst sister for getting herself hurt."

He said while rubbing my back 

"No your not. I know the scholarship means alot to you Gwen. But you'll get one for acemdic's your to damn smart Gwen. And for volunteer work. You'll be fine."

I pulled away hiccuping a bit and said while trying to wipe the tears away but he got there first and he said with a frown

"You know it was an 8 hour surgery right? it wasn't 8 hours it was 4 but you don't wake up those 4 hours I thought something was seriously wrong, Gwen. I mean you don't wake up to anything. You were just laying there.'