I'm sick of all the lies,
I'm wondering why I try,
'Cause I'm so angry all the time,
When will I get it right?
What am I still doing here?
Full of dread and fear,
I feel so sick, so lost
My heart iced over with frost
Why didn't I continue my plan?
I didn't think I could, but now I can
Because I mean nothing to no one
Can I really leave my love?
They're always watching over me
I know I'll never be free
I miss my Dan and I'm a wreck
Why can't I follow in his footsteps?
I'm so sick of all the crying,
I feel like I'm dying,
So maybe it's time I gave up
Because I can't fight the tides
I'm turning into what I despise
But I'll keep up my facade and the lies
Because I cant -- won't say goodbye.
Not yet.
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Recovery
PoetryA collection of poems, thoughts and passages written to release bottled-up feelings. These poems aren't just ink on paper or words on a screen; they tell my story, through good times and bad, as I attempt to recover from mental illnesses and past ex...
