Paisley's pov:
Today is the day we get home after the tour in America. Between sleeping on the bus and sleeping in hotels and traveling so much I just want to be home. We are on the plane and have about an hour till we land. Dan is right next to me but Phil couldn't sit next to us so he's a few rows back. Of course I slept most of the way buy now I'm awake and ready to go home. I was bored and Dan was asleep so I figured I'd just watch Netflix. I couldn't stop thinking about my home and bed and how far I've come form the orphanage. Planes really give you time to let your brain think about some weird stuff. What if Dan and Phil didn't adopt me. Would someone who deserved them more get adopted? Would they have got a baby. Dan and Phil with a baby. That would be a sight to see. I still can't believe that at 14 years old I am this "famous" for doing absolutely nothing. All I did was get adopted and bam here I am back in America. Wait am I considered an immigrant? Well technically I'm nothing because I didn't exist till my parents "died". I know they aren't dead though. They probably faked their death. They are probably still alive with my brother doing some weird stuff that I no longer have part of. I was a burden to them and their team. So they faked their death and I went to an orphanage. Oh well I never REALLY loved them anyways. I now know what real love is. I LOVE Dan. I LOVE Phil. I LOVE pj. I LOVE Chris. I LOVE Tyler. That's real love. They choose me. My parents were stuck with me. Thinking about this stuff doesn't depress me honestly. Dan and Phil like to joke that I have no feelings. But I just harden myself to the world kind of. I just make myself unaware in a way. Like if a person I dot know says I'm ugly I can wipe that off my shoulder with ease. But let's say Tyler said he didn't like my hair or something stupid that Tyler wouldn't say. That would really hurt my feelings. Because I've opened my emotions up to him. So he has more power with them. And I trust him. Same thing with my dads or any of my friends. "We have about 30 minutes till our plane leaves and thank you for flying uk airlines." The man over the speaker announced. Dan was startled awake and started moving. Sleep good. "How long have you been awak?" Not long. "Well you slept the whole time and it was my turn to sleep." You could've slept the whole time. No one was holding a knife to your throat telling you not to sleep. "Shut up!" I pushed him. "So have you just been sitting here. Do they not have wifi or something?" Just thinking. "about what." My birthparents. How we think Phil is my dad. How I was supposed to think my step dad was my real dad. How my parents probably faked their death. "Wowowow slow down their faked their death?" Think about it. They were kind of master minds to got all of us over here from America without me even being registered as a real human being. And they knew I was a let down to their little "team" so they faked their death so I would be put up for adoption. "Police investigated a crime seen. How did they fake it?" Don't ask me. "I think your crazy." I think I'm right. I mean police never found the bodies so. Who's to say? "Why do you think about these things?" Well then what do you think about? Tell me some of your deepest thoughts. "Dying and how we're all just useless and there was no real reason to create us. So why where we created. Why are we the way we are. Oh and religion." Yea religions confuse me. "How so?" Well some Christians like to read and Fandoms and Harry Potter. But other Christians think things like Harry Potter are witch craft and social media is a sin. So there will always be somewhat of hard between the same religion of people. "I never thought about that." Dan? "Paisley?" Where do you think we go when we die? "You want my honest opinion?" Yes "I think our bodies just get renewed and we become a different person." So reincarnation? "Basically." I think "hell" is having to come back here and live on earth. And "heaven" is real. And to get into heaven you have to be a 40% decent person. Which is hard. "This is a weird conversation to be having with my daughter." What where your first thoughts of me? "I remember that one girl with the flower crown freaking out because she thought me and Phil dated. Then you came in and I thought I scared you away. But I took note in how tall you were and you where very pretty but didn't seem full of yourself. I kinda just knew I wanted you." Awe! "How about you?" Huh? "What were your thoughts of me?" Well actually I didn't know who you were. I was kind of terrified but I took in that you and Phil looked alike and I thought you were brothers at first. But I just sensed that you guys weren't normal. There was something with you guys that you don't see in the other people who adopt. And you were kind of jumpy. "I was worried you would hate me!" I laughed. "The plane will be landing in around ten minutes!" The pilot announced. Dan and I started grabbing our carry ons and rapping up cords and stuff. I was ready to hop on the bus and go home. I looked back at phil. He gave me a thumbs up and I smiled. I can't wait to get home. "Ugh tell me about it. I've missed my bed so much!" Dan exclaimed. I know me too. "We won't be able to lounge around too much because we're going to pjs house." What? Why? "He misses us and we're all going out to eat." Can I at least go home and change? "Yea sure." The plane soon landed and when we got home I ran up those stairs faster than ever before. I zoomed past Dan and Phil with my luggage dragging behind me. I dropped my stuff in the living room and kept going into my room. I jumped onto my bed to soon hear Phil come in. "So we just got home from tour and first thing Paisley did was jump onto her bed." Phil said into the camera. I really missed my bed and all my things and my house and ugh. I just missed home! "WHAT THE FUCK! PAISLEY!" We herd Dan scream from his room. He came in and threw all my dirty clothes that I put in his bed on me. "What is this you little rat." I don't know what is it? "Oh you little shit. He then picked me up threw me over his shoulder and carried me to his room. Phil following us with a camera. Dan threw me on to his bed. I jumped to my feet still standing on his bed. We gave each other a long stare till I jumped on him causing him to fall back. We ended up in fits of laughter. "You two are at each other's throats one moment then laughing and giggling the next." Phil stated with the camera still on me and Dan. Basically. "Weirdos." Phil rolled his eyes. "Oh hush nerd!" Ohhhh how will this end? I say sarcastically while standing up and making my way out of the room. Passing Phil at the door way. I went to my room and started picking up dirty clothes that Dan threw up me. I put them in the wash and started it. I'm going to have so much lundry to do. I decided I needed to change into something decent but casual. I put on my light red watermelon t shirt tucked into a black skater skirt. I then straightened my hair a bit more as it was starting to curl a little and just leave it down. My hair was starting to get really long. It was not about to my bell button when straightened. I put on my black flat grabbed my shoulder bag that looks like a sea shell and went to the lounge. Dan was ready but Phil was still stumbling down the stairs. "You look pretty." Dan said smiling at me. I couldn't tell if he was questioning me or giving me a compliment. This is weird. I've looked way nicer in dresses and heels and stuff before but I wear a t shirt and a skirt and he says something. Thaaanks? "What are compliments bad?" No compliment me all day. It's just kind of random. Phil then grabbed his phone and came down into the lounge too. "Ready?" As ready as I'll ever be. "Well then let's go!" Phil started walking downstairs. I followed with Dan behind me. We figured we would walk as it was beautiful outside. Then we went underground to catch a train. I was trying to read a sign but it was kind of blurry. "Stop squinting at everything. Do you need glassss?" Dan asked. I hated my glasses. I always had to get the cheapest pair which were also the ugliest. I never wanted glasses again so before dan and Phil saw me at the orphanage I threw them away. What will I say now. Um no. "We need to get your eyes checked. That's what good parents do right?" Phil said and Dan laughed as did I. But really I think I'm fine. I can see fine. "What does that sign over there say?" Phil pointed to an add. Obviously I couldn't read it but I knew the colors though. It was red with a yellow m. McDonald's duh! "Whatever, your eyes still need checked." Dan said. O-okay. The train came we got on and had a quick ride. Where are we going to eat anyways? "Some sushi place that pj won't shut up about" Dan answered. We were walking and someone tapped my shoulder and me being the jumpy person I am without even seeing who it was I quickly back handed the person behind me. I quickly saw it was pj who was now holding his cheek. OH MY GOD PJ IM SORRY! " No no don't be sorry it's fine. I shouldn't have scared you." Dan and Phil just watched. "Is that and your accent your form of battle?" Dan teased. Oh hush. We then all went to the restaurant and I got to talk and catch up with pj. Which was amazing. I didn't realize how much I missed him until now. It was time to go and i gave him a huge hug and we went home. It wasn't until hours later I called pj to come pick me up.
