Don't Judge a Book by...the Nerd! Letters to Letters

Don't Judge a Book by...the Nerd!!! Letters to Letters 33

"Jeremy, do you hate me that bad right now? I'm terribly sorry for what I did at the party...it was a mistake! And if I hurt you in another way...I'm really really really really sorry! Jeremy! And I mean it from the bottom of my heart!" 

I stayed quiet for a moment after my apology...I sighed and just walked away from the door to my own room so I can cry. I can feel the tears running down my cheeks while, I opened my door walked into my room. I shut the door and ran to my bed crying.

~Later that Night~

I heard my door being knocked now. I sat up, got up, and started  walking to my dresser grabbed a shirt in the time and sighed while putting the shirt on...I walked to my door, opening it to see it was Jeremy holding a plate with a pizza and a soda while, serving up with a frown on his face. I looked down, I couldn't look at his face any more. The frown on his lips. His eyes has lost that 'Jeremy' sparkle. I softly stiffed and grabbed the items in his hands and said softly barely a whisper

"Thank you."

I turned around and just shut the door quietly. I couldn't look at him and especially like that. I walked to my desk and looked out of my window to see its a full moon, barely with any stars out. I frowned and sat down in my chair while, eating my pizza quietly. Just thinking...was he really upset with me kissing another guy? I mean were not even a couple....Just very close friends, right? I groaned at the idea of thinking about that. I just took a huge bite out of my pizza and chewed slowly trying to think of things to take my mind off of him. Hmm...Calling Amy, Watching t.v or Draw something??? But, I thought to myself I was forgetting something to do for a long time that's when I did what i did. 

 I gasped while griping the egde of my desk...I completely forgot about the cd that my secret admirer made for me. I got up and walked to my dresser...I seen the case on top of it and I opened it. It just a cd with the title and it had a song not an album looks like one song. I looked around my room for anything to play it, nothing really. I sighed and walked out of my room...I walked downstairs to see no one in the living room. I turned on the lights and walked to the dvd player. I sighed while trying to get everything to work. Once I did I turned down the volume, sat on the edge of the table and it started to play...

I barely realized that it was a dvd. It played...just to see a guitar and a pair of hands playing it. I melted at the very beginning when he started singing the song. Which happens to be my favorite song...Paramore: The only exception. 

 When I was younger, I saw my daddy cry

And curse at the wind

He broke his own heart and I watched

As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that

She would never let herself forget

And that was the day that I promised

I'd never sing of love if it does not exist

But darling, you are the only exception

You are the only exception

You are the only exception

You are the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere deep in my soul

That love never lasts

And we've got to find other ways to make it alone

Or keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this

Keeping a comfortable distance