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March 7th

We both laughed as we hugged onto each other.
"Babe stop." Chandler laughed.
I giggled as I sat on the couch and he cuddled closer to me.
We turned on Netflix and I laid by head on his chest as he played with my hair.

"Just think, if you didn't text back or I got that number right..we wouldn't be doing this right now." Chandler smiled.
I smiled as I looked up at him.
"And I wouldn't be able to call such a beautiful girl mine." He smiled.

I kissed his lips then watched the screen.
"What if we didn't run away? We wouldn't be together right now." I said.
"I'm glad we did..." He smiled softly.
He kissed my lips again and I closed my eyes and slowly fell asleep.

And right before I fell asleep Chandler whispered.
"I love you so much beautiful."

My eyes opened. I rubbed them and sat up.
11:32am
"Of course it was a fucking dream." I said as I ran my hands threw my hair then stuffed my head in a pillow and just cried.
I looked up as soon as I heard a crack.

"Sam..?"

And of course it was Chandler.

"Go away." I sniffed and stuffed my head back in the pillow.
"Sam...at least tell me what's wrong then I'll leave." He said.
"That's a lie." I said.
He sighed.

"I mean your crying. So of course I'm not leaving." He said.
"It was a stupid bad dream that wasn't fucking real and that's all I'm gonna say." I said.
Chandler sighed and I felt his hand on mine.
"Can you tell me what is was about...?" He asked.
I shook my head.

"Was it about me?"

I nodded a little.

I sat up and looked at him.

He pouted his lower lip at me. I laughed wiping my eyes.
"We had some apartment, we were alone, we kept talking about being glad about running away. You were playing with my hair and kissing me constantly..." I said.

"I don't know. It was just so amazing." I said.

I didn't make eye contact with Chandler, I just looked at my hands.

"Then why were you crying...?" He asked.

I knew he knew why I was crying but he just wanted me to say it.

I looked up at him.
"Cause it wasn't real and I wanted it to be real. Okay?!" I freaked and stuffed my head back in the pillow.
Chandler stayed quiet so I screamed into the pillow.
He sighed and wrapped his arms around me. I instantly hugged back.

"Why aren't you saying anything?" I sniffed.
"Because whatever I say will make this situation a whole lot worse." He said.
I shut my eyes.
"Just say it." I sighed.

"I love you a whole lot. I wanna be with you more than anything. I'd seriously love to run away but in reality we can't. I wanna kiss you constantly because of how beautiful you are and I can't stand it. I just wanna hold you no matter how weird that sounds. But I can't without going to over board." He said super fast.

I blinked a few times.

"I don't even know what I just-"

I hugged him. Super tight. Because that's all I could do.

I put my head up to his chest and I heard his heart just racing.
I smiled knowing I caused that.
I had that effect on him.

"Maybe that dream will come true one day. I dunno."

My heart raced Instantly and I smiled.

Chandler laughed as he wrapped his arms tighter around me.

We pulled away and I looked at my hands. Silence filled the room quickly.

"Maybe that's what we should do though..." Chandler said.

I looked at him.

"Do what?" I asked.

"Run away." He said.

And I didn't say a word.

Because I was speechless.

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