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My Mind Known As My Asylum

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The crazy place where no one has access to. Only you and you alone. A place where you can not always control. It can kill you in its darkness or it can make you smile like no tomorrow. It gives you dreams you want to come true only they kill you wit...

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I'm not okay anymore

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by unknown_girl23

by unknown_girl23

I'm at a lost for words.it

I have, again nothing to say.

No idea that's running through my mind.

Their hasn't been for over a month.

I'm tired.

That's all I really got for the month I disappeared.

I'm tired of everything.

I don't wanna be here, but I don't wanna die.

I tired to force myself to throw up not long ago. It was the first time I ever tried.

It didn't work.

I haven't did it again.

It scares me that I tried.

Wow I'm really fucked up.

I relapsed twice.

I was doing good but things got bad again.

They always get bad.

I'm sorry, this is bad.

I'm not amazing with words.

Their all good inside my mind, but I find it hard getting them out of there.

I don't know why I'm apologizing, this is my thoughts, and this is a thought.

Things aren't okay with me.

I'm not really as okay anymore.