My thoughts are not happy ones that's for sure.
If you can't tell so far, there not 'happy'.
Everyone has there deep dark thoughts. I just have mine almost all the time. Playing on repeat.
Yes I'm young but that don't mean I'm okay......I will never be okay.
I live in the dark. What else is there to see in the dark but what your mind puts their?
Yes I guess you can say I have depression. it's not confirmed by a doctor or who ever but it doesn't take a professional to know I'm not fine. I would go see one but those people cost money, and apparently my parents are barely scraping by so seeing someone is really out of the question.
I also do know I have anxiety about a lot of things, and I'm very insecure.
I'm not going to go in to detail about how I am and shit. I don't want or really need too.
It's not important...... Well either is my story but YOLO.
And if you don't know what YOLO is then there's something wrong with you.
I don't do this for attention. I do this cause I just need a place to dump stuff too. And if you think I am, well why ya reading?
This is my story so ya hate leave!
I guess you can say I'm in a really pissy mood. I needed to let if some steam by writing.
Really as I said before I'm not ok or ever will be. i far from fixing. I can't fight the darkness forever.
It's already taken over.
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My Mind Known As My Asylum
RandomThe crazy place where no one has access to. Only you and you alone. A place where you can not always control. It can kill you in its darkness or it can make you smile like no tomorrow. It gives you dreams you want to come true only they kill you wit...
