Dear Diary || Kim Jongdae

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2/2/16

Dear diary,

Jongdae texted Wendy for all of us to talk... Well, she thought it was only the two of them. She wasn't expecting me. And she definitely wasn't expecting the two of us to enter the pavilion hand in hand. I nearly dropped Jongdae's hand at the sight of her, kind of like an instinct to, but he held onto my hand tighter.

Only making my heart flutter more than before.

The three of us talked and Wendy went on to admit that she had made the mistake and she did, in fact, still like Jongdae. It was really awkward as I let the two talk about it.

Wendy trying to convince him to get back with her.

And Jongdae saying that he's with me now.

What surprised me was when Wendy said this:

"Okay, so, you two haven't even had your first date yet, how about you see and compare and get back to me about it? Maybe you'll realize something then?"

I was furious. I understand that she must still be heartbroken but to have the courage to say that while I was there? I wasn't one to burst out in anger but I was about to.

But Jongdae was first to say it.

They were breaking apart anyway.

He's sorry that drifted away.

He didn't mean to start liking someone else but it happened.

They had made a mutual agreement on this.

And it hurts even him that he was dragging her through this. Jongdae then told her about what he friends had done to me, which I didn't think he knew about. By the way Wendy's face contorted into shock, she must've not known about this. Her friends have done this for her sake but didn't want her to know about it.  Friends who would do anything for her happiness.

Just like what Kyungsoo and Jongin would do for me and I to them.

In a way, I could understand Wendy. She just didn't want to let go to the good memories they both shared, completely shoving aside their differences and contradicting reasons. All the sweet I've been getting... was something she must've craved for so long from him.

Wendy said she'll tell the girls to leave me alone.

She then pushed pushed a small box towards me, and claimed that it was for my birthday.

A red velvet cupcake.

I know Wendy and I will be weird for a while, but I hope we can be friends in the future.