1/7/16
Dear diary,
I'm somewhat nervous.
Jongdae asked me if I wanted to hang out today. And, I felt fine at that point, I was confident. He hasn't bothered me about the slip up lately and my heart was calm, so I agreed to it straight away. But, now that I'm all dressed up and waiting for the time to leave my house to go to the cafe, I'm actually jittery af. So, that's why I'm writing, in hopes to calm me down.
I'm going to confess and tell him that it's okay for whatever happens. I need to finally let it out so I can move on finally. I need to let all this sink in that Jongdae is taken. Wendy is a nice girl. They've been together for seven months. They fit so well together. Both so extroverted and the life of the party, while me? I'm not any of that. Wendy fits him better...
It's almost 11:45. I guess I better leave for the cafe.
I'll write about what happens later. Fingers crossed that everything goes okay.
Oh my god....
He kissed me.
VOCÊ ESTÁ LENDO
Dear Diary || Kim Jongdae
Fanfic• c o m p l e t e d • In which most of her days, the pages were filled with a classmate named Kim Jongdae. | College AU ; Short chapters ; written like diary entries | | #158 in Short Story 2/07/16 | | #43 in Short Story 2/27/16 |
