Don't Judge a Book by...the Nerd! Letters to Letters

Don't Judge a Book by...the Nerd!!! Letters to Letters 32

"So, you liking the party so far?"

I placed my hands on his shoulders then, said

"Yeah, it's fun but, it can be better."

He nodded his head in agreement. Erin soon was getting bored of the way were dancing so, he just turned me around so we can be like every couple on the floor...whose basically grinding or just plain out dirty dancing. I really don't mind that...well, until he just started kissing my neck. Of course, I gasp out of surprised but, what shocked me more was what he did. That lead to one thing that I never seen coming...Erin leaned forward and grabbed a hold of my chin thus, it lead to my own very first kiss. I was so surprised that I stopped dancing yet, again from a boy.

Erin just slowly turned me around to face him the right way. Not breaking the shy kiss. He pulled me more closely just waiting for me to kiss back. Which kind of took me a long time because, I still don't noticed his soft lips was against mine. I just began to kiss him back, slowly and shyly. He just sighed against my lips and pulled me more closer to him until, my body was completely against his own.

I'm really surprised that I'm really kissing a boy. It would have been so much better if it was my crush but, I guess this will have to do. Soon the innocent and shy kiss has turned out to something a bit more...It became more of passion and a small sense of urgency into the kiss. I really can't remember that were basically on the dance floor making out...in public. Erin don't care one bit. as if I was his main focus. I felt so safe and comfortable in his arms. I soon lost focus of everything and just things happen. just like he did! He was trailing his hands up and down my back and sides while, I just had my hands in his hands just combing his blond hair. I really don't hear anyone or a cough...We just basically kept going until, we had to breathe...That's when, we pulled way to finally noticed all of the stares from people. I deftly know my cheeks are red...Erin just chuckled and broke the silently and tenseness in the room by saying

"That was amazing!"

My cheeks couldn't be any hotter than their are right now. Finally, Erin realizing my embarrassment by finally pulling me away from the crowd of shock or supriseness. He just lead me to a room upstairs to a room that happens to look like Clarie's. I can tell by the room itself is pink everywhere you look at. He continued to lead me until, we were both sitting on the bed. Erin just laid down while grabbing a pillow and he said with a smile

"Come and lay down with me!"

I bit my lip at the nervousness and just laid down beside him...to the farther end of the bed curled up in a ball. I just can't believe my first kiss was with Erin. Aleast it wasn't a complete stranger. I just groaned in my head...I wandered if Jeremy seen it. My bet was of course, it was to quiet in the room when we pulled apart to breathe. I barely noticed I was turned around and in Erin's arms...He said while looking at me, with this look in his eyes

"You want to make out again?"

I just shook my head and said with a frown

"No!"

 He frowned and said with a little hurt in his eyes

"Was it a bad kiss to you because, to me you were amazing!"

I bit my lips in nervousness. But, I soon stopped biting my lips when, Erin just pecked them and mumbled against them.

"Stop Biting those perfect lips of yours, Gwen."

He kissed me one more time before, I completely pulled away from his warm embrace on the bed and I sat up on the bed. Erin just sighed behind me and said while sitting up beside me

"What's wrong?"

I don't say anything because, I don't want to say it and embarrass myself infront of him. He just continued to ask me questions then, he finally said to me